Thankyou everyone..I appreciate all this..i really do...it's just so nice to be able to come here and just express everything and have people that understand...i thankyou all so much.
I am dreading the day when i see that look in Jacks eyes...when he tells me thats enough,and then knowing what i am gonna have to do...i know i keep repeating myself (cause i'm a worrier) but i know that our pets have to leave someday...but making the choice to take a life really effects me in many ways that seems tostay with me for a very long time...it's hard to even think about.
Anyway off that subject...
Jack loves his massages...i will give his ears a little scratch for him,i rub his back legs for him...he really seems to enjoy it....he will let me know when he's had enough cause he will turn himself around.
He still loves giving me kisses,and it's funny cause sometimes he gets carried away and tries to nibble my eyebrows...i'm like 'Jack..nooo they gotta stay where they are' lol.
Oh my goodness..you should see him when i give him some oats...he gets so excited,it makes me smile everytime to see him excited...i always picture him hopping and bounding over to me with such delight for some tastyoats...i miss that.
You know..it's beenroughly almost 2 months since Jack stopped hopping
I remember the day very clear...i came home from work,and Jeremy my son was home from school and as i was opening the front door,he came to me and said that he thinks Jack cannot hop anymore...i remember that sinking feeling of my heart dropping...and sure enough when i went to look...he was just lying on his side...my boy could no longer hop...that was the end of Jack bounding down those back steps...out to the backyard.
Thanks again guys.