NZminilops
Well-Known Member
Sakura passed away yesterday, the 13th here, and not wanting to upset people I know who were having bad days I kept it to myself because I didn't wish to have them have to waste time thinking about how I was feeling or anything.
To Tracy: no excuse for lashing out at you and though you may not even read this, I hope this at least gives you some sort of an understanding that I was feeling unstable yesterday, and not able to cope with with you or what was going on in your life. I am sorry but I just couldn't. I tried my best. I wanted to tell you what happened but the oppertunity never arose. I felt like my world was colapsing around me.
Sorry to say all this in here but I'm sure you've blocked me from any other way of contacting you, so be it.
I tried to pretend I was happy but I'm anything but.
I'm sorry I lied so some people who asked me how she was and I said fine.
Much loved pet, dear friendly little feisty bunny, always in my heart and on my mind.
Never will I have an animal companion like you.
I'm completley shattered and just give up.
I miss you so much already.
To Tracy: no excuse for lashing out at you and though you may not even read this, I hope this at least gives you some sort of an understanding that I was feeling unstable yesterday, and not able to cope with with you or what was going on in your life. I am sorry but I just couldn't. I tried my best. I wanted to tell you what happened but the oppertunity never arose. I felt like my world was colapsing around me.
Sorry to say all this in here but I'm sure you've blocked me from any other way of contacting you, so be it.
I tried to pretend I was happy but I'm anything but.
I'm sorry I lied so some people who asked me how she was and I said fine.
Much loved pet, dear friendly little feisty bunny, always in my heart and on my mind.
Never will I have an animal companion like you.
I'm completley shattered and just give up.
I miss you so much already.