Oh, I just realized something else I should add about my baby girl.
When we cleaned out her cage recently, I realized that she never really enjoyed the toys we'd bought for her...
So, yesterday, while we were out, we bought her and Flower their own wagonwheel toys (as well as the ball that comes with), and Maisie was having SO much fun playing with hers yesterday! She threw it around and had a good ol' time...which is funny, because Maisie's not much of a player...she figures she's much too much of a lady to look silly! Hehe...
It's encouraging to have remembered that she was playing...it shows me that we're probably spot-on with getting her spayed, and it handling what's going on with her (I can't handle typing the exact words...the "c" word is such a scary word, isn't it?).
I know my girl will be just fine...it's just so scary to think she has cancer...and so scary to have found blood from and on her...I've broken down a couple times, but I leave the room so she doesn't see, as I want her to be as comfortable and happy as possible.
I'm petting her lots...but it's hard, since petting her, I start to cry...but I make sure to hold it in, and remind her of her beauty (not that she forgets, hehe), and tell her that we're all in the process of taking care of this for her, and that she's gonna be just fine and reminding her of my love for her (again, not that I give her much chance to forget, hehe), and that we're all here to do whatever she needs.
I think she's doing pretty good, though, if she was playing. It's just so unusual for her to play, that it's REALLY encouraging that she was.
I'm so proud of my little dwarfy girl...she's so amazing, and such a wonderful trooper...
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