wabbitmom12 wrote:
So how are the bunnies and their Mama doing?
Is Nyx getting along okay without her best friend?
The bunnies are doing fine - mama is doing mostly ok. I have my moments when I think about Sophia and I start to tear up. Mind you - I'm very happy that she's not suffering - I just feel like I am the one suffering because I miss her so much.
For instance - when I go to put food in the community food bowl...I don't have to try to pour it around her because she would go and lay IN the food bowl (well - half in - her front half).
Of course - the girls must've known that supper time made mama teary eyed...so they got to one of the feed bags and opened it on one corner. I was ok with that - they were eating out of that one spot - then they made about 5 more holes all over it and now I have about 2 pounds of rabbit food sitting on my floor that I need to try and sweep up today. :nasty:
I don't remember if it was yesterday or the day before - but I sat on the floor with Nyx and an apple. She and I took turns eating from it - and one of the other girls came over and had some too. Then I gave Ellie Mae a bite (she was having playtime).....it wound up to be quite the "I need my bite now" fest....everyone wanting the apple. I could almost picture the younger girl saying to Nyx, "Auntie Nyx....you never told us about apples..." and her saying back, "That's because apples are a treat for the herd matrons....so Sophia and I always shared them..". I plan to try and remember to share an apple with Nyx every 2-3 days - and I always make sure that Athena gets some too cause se2h used to be part of that ritual.
You asked me how I'm doing....I guess I'm doing ok. I put myself back on Prozac and I'm calling the doctor to set up an appointment to see if he'll allow me to do that (I still had some left from before). I don't remember why I went off it - but I think I need it.
I know that they say that it is supposed to take days or weeks to get it into your system...all I know is that Monday was my first day (I'd taken it Sunday night) and I accomplished so much I was thrilled. I made cookies, cooked a ham, did dishes, worked with rabbits and I forget what all else.
But yesterday and today I seem to have crashed.....I am totally wiped out. Ok - so it doesn't help that last night I was up till 2 am watching a show with Robin....
Anyway - I guess things are ok. Sorta. Financially things are tough - but everytime I think about getting a job - Art isn't keen on the idea. Once we make it through this month - we should hopefully have our finances back in line again.
I may write more later...