Hi All,
Tonight is a very special evening of remembrance here at Sabrina's House. On Halloween night of 2000, a very special little girl came into our lives and became the namesake and inspiration of our rescue.
We already had a rabbit..a neutered Holland Lop named Yoda. He was the first of our "modern" era rabbits. He was the first that was neutered and the first to live his entire life inside. He had a huge condo. And we found he loved to play with us. But that particular night, we went to the local mall. It was fish night at the pet store and I wanted to see what new salt water fish came in. We got there right in the middle of the trick or treaters. Right out in front was a tiny little black lop. She was terrified. She was so stressed that she was wet all around her nose and mouth. And her left rear leg was dragging....we were told her leg might be broken and that we could have her since she most likely wouldn't make it thru the night. The leg was just a clue of what was to come. I picked her up and calmed her down. I held her for nearly half an hour. When I put her back into the pen, a most amazing thing happened....I could swear that she talked to me. I was thinking maybe I was working too hard. But to this day, I can still hear that squeaky little voice...."please don't leave me here...I'm scared". Before I knew what happened, I had me another bunny. In total disregard for mall rules, I held her in my hands as we left the mall. And I made her a promise that she would never be treated like that again.
We were thinking about names as we came home. We had left the TV on for Yoda while we were gone. When we got back home, the show "Sabrina-The Teenage Witch" was on. Umm....Halloween and a black bunny...her name is Sabrina. We introduced her to Yoda and the bonding was instant. And their bond became tighter each day...but we also saw that something was terribly wrong with Sabrina. She started getting sick. And you only think it's hard to find a rabbit vet now....it was nearly impossible back then. She started staying wet all the time and her urine was quite smelly. Another clue of things to come. Her teeth grew at really odd angles....she had incisor malocclusion. Later she developed molar spurs. She sneezed and did something that sounded almost like a cough....except rabbits can't cough. The pupils of her eyes starting filling with white flakes. She started showing some neurological issues...she would pull and eat her own fur and she started having seizures.
Late in 2003, her problems accelerated and we went to numerous vets looking help...but none was to be found. Nobody knew what was wrong with my little girl. Just after Christmas of that year, she lost her appetite and started losing weight rapidly. A huge bulge came into her side. Her liver was cancerous. I was going to lose my little girl.
On January 13, 2004 I got to hold my little girl for her last moments on earth. I never knew that the tiny little bunny I brought home that night could mean so much to me. She went peacefully during emergency surgery. I was devastated and couldn't believe that I lost her. As we got her body ready for me to bring her home, I couldn't help but notice the other animals in the kennels. Not a bark, not a meow as we walked by. They were all sitting at the front of the kennels....it appeared they knew. On the way home, I really thought I had lost my mind. I felt Sabrina there....and like so many times before, I heard that little voice again. She told me not to worry about her...she would always be with me. She told me that she had been here longer than planned due to our love for her....and that love allowed her to go to a special place where she wasn't sick or hurting anymore. She said "help others like you helped me...I'll be waiting". I really felt I needed professional help. I made it home with her body and brought her over to Yoda. He came over and sniffed her body and groomed her. He then turned around and just sat staring at her empty condo. He knew what had happened. That was tough. The next morning, we took her body to a pet cemetary to have her cremated. It was there that I saw the Rainbow Bridge Poem for the first time. And it all suddenly made sense. "Help others like you helped me..I'll be waiting". It was then and there that I decided to start rescuing rabbits...and especially the "special needs" rabbits that remind me so much of my little girl.
Sabrina's House Rabbit Rescue was born....and it will always be a labor of love for my little girl.We now know that my precious little bunny suffered fromE Cuniculi. Had we known then what we know now...we could have helped her. But her life still has meaning as she is a part of every rescue we do no matter what the species. We also lost Yoda just over a year ago due to complications and infections brought on by EC. I am determined to continue my research into the treatment and prevention of this devastating disease as well as any others that affect our rabbits.
Sabrina's body was cremated and she is in a beautiful pink marble urn that stays right beside my bed. And I have a special little key chain that has some of her ashes that stay with me all the time. I think about my little girl all the time....and I miss her just as much today as I did when we lost her. But you know...I look around here at all these bunnies....and she is here, maybe not in body but certainly in spirit. Many people ask me how I know what to do with these rescues no matter what the species or what the issue with them is....it's that little voice in my head....it's Sabrina guiding us on our rescue.
Sabrina will always be a very special little bunny to us....and now you know some of the specialthings about my beloved "Breenie Girl"
Randy