Sunday...12/6 at 12:04pm....
I actually have a minute to sit and just be....trying to think where I left off...
Random things...I have not been back to bunspace since I opened it. Sorry I never got back to you Kelli...but I also sort of feel we should each make our own choices. I didnt like some things but that was just me...
Dougals breeder Sarah ended up in the hospital which I started a thread on. I am so sad to hear she became this ill...I was so worried over who was taking care of her animals, but Cathy said she is sure someone is making sure they are being looked after. Last email update said she might be out by Monday...I think that would be great! Angelina finished her card to Sarah and we will send it out in the mail on Monday. Angelina was sad to hear she was not well....We both were looking forward to seeing her at the show on 12/12.... I called the number I found for the show person, spoke to a man and asked if he could provide me some details because I do not even know the address.....said he would email me but never did...I will have to get it figured out before Friday.
Things with work are ok...not shiningly so...but ok enough....I did go to work every day last week. I intend to do so again this week, but I will have to leave early again on Wed as the sitter canceled on me for the 4th? 5th? time....sigh.
Couple of days ago I saw some smush come back with Dougal...I freaked a bit but Cathy calmed me down and he did seem to even back out. I have been noticing what seems like a decrease in his appetite again though....I have been trying to not be very paranoid about it, but today we saw poop, that smelled horrible...no form to it and while it was not liquid, is was the dreaded D... My gut is telling me something is wrong again. I deceided to go ahead and start up the Albon again. I gave him some this morning with some Bene Bac. He really is not eating his pellets...he is eating the oats he digs through the pellets to find. He is eating his hay though and I think fairly well...
I added a shelf into the crate last night, just really felt he needs some more room...and extra shelf to lay out on...So he has that with the grass mat and his food dish up there...litter pan stacked with hay directly under it now...and he seems to really like the childrens blankets I still have (minnie mouse & elmo) folded up a few times to lay on. I think he likes the cushion. His water crock is in the bottom corner sitting on just the crate floor. I took the water bottle down because I saw all is does is leak over every thing...SIGH...
When I go to work and know I will be there a full day for me...which is about 9-4 I set up the NIC 3 squares high wall I have and leave his door open. I attach the water bottle to that and put a wash cloth under it...this way he is not cramped into the crate all day...
We had tried to give him a little bit of green leaf a little while ago...he took maybe two bites and went away...guessing he does not care for it. He didnt want anything to do with the carrot peice on Thanksgiving...PICKY BOY...
He seems to have a thing about his whiskers....he will shake his head and twitch when anything at all touches them. even the floor...(He is up on the shelf at his pellet dish but I do not hear the crunch of the pellets..probably licking up the last oat he can find)
He does not like pine cones...and Honestly I can not blame him...those prickly little parts would annoy me too!
He is still eating the carpet, but has also moved on to trying to eat the wood molding that meets the corner of the floor and wall. I have given up on trying to restrict his access to areas and now just try to protect them the best I can. He seems to have given up on trying to jump the NICs now...even if they are only 1 high, which in the hallway they are...
He still tries to make a break for my bedroom...perhaps I need to let him get in there to see there is nothing left, no palace for him anymore in my room...
I have been feeling ill on and off for a while now. I thought it was allergies and I am actually pretty sure it was...at least that is how it started....but it quickly progressed to something else...and Wed, Thurs at work I was just plain miserable. Bending over hurt the pressure in my head SO much...
When friday came I said enough is enough and took myself to one of those CVS minute clinics. I knew my regular doc office would be slammed like it always is and it is always a long wait and a 40 minute drive...the hell with that...so yeah...CVS...here I come...
Was ok...only person there so I was seen in minutes...She checked me out and then asked what was new and different in the house...(I knew where this was leading as I have had this conversation before, just usually about dogs or cats)....
So I told her Dougal a bunny and a bale of hay from a new store. And she goes on to tell me exactly what I thought she would...my allergies became so great that it created such sinus issues that caused a serious bacterial sinus infection. "You need to put him outside or in a shed" my response...That is not possible. It is too cold out side and the shed would not work...her response" Than you need to get rid of him because this will just keep happening like a circle..over and over again"...my response..."Whats one more med in the morning to me?" She shook her head and gave me that 5 day antibiotic...told me I really need to do saline nose rinses, get a humidifeir in my house and mucinex?
Well I got the script, stopped at Walmart and got the mist machine from Vicks for 15 bucks. Skipped the $$$$$ mucinex crap and tried the nose rinse stuff which happens to burn and I choke on it so I dont do that now either.
My congestion has dropped, the pressure in my face is gone, the almost feels like pain in my ears, gone...my breathing issues..gone.
She said to stop everything else I am taking,...but I am still taking the benadryl at night...it was never just for the allergies, but to help me sleep as well and lord knows that stuff is a whammy! I think that is probably the only med I have never built a tolerance to.
Get rid of your rabbit....cant do it...cant...not to him, not to Lina...not to me..cant.
WHO..could get rid of a face LIKE THAT...hmmm?
I am worried though...truthfully I can not go through every day like I was...my head, my ears and face OUCH! I have to find a solution that helps me and effects nothing else. The idea of a hutch has come to my mind...but I do not see how I could honestly make that work. There is no way I could put him in the tiny ant infested shed...and this is a rented house/property...I do not have the right to do or change anything...
I really truthfully do not understand WHY my reaction is so very drastically different from having Simon. Yes I know we deal with the Hay more....but it can not be just that.
I am hoping our warm misting will help things...I put it in the living room instead of the bedroom. Truthfully Lina and I both need one in our rooms...but I thought this was better. I hung a sheet to block off my kitchen and keep all the doors closed...when it gets pretty good in here I open up the two bedroom doors. It runs pretty well and for a good amount of time on a full tank of water...strange you need to add salt, but ok. They have this little dish for meds to put into the air, but as we do not need that I have been putting lavendar oil into it...makes the house smell GREAT!
Dougal has been biting more...I saw a horrible bruise on Angelinas chest last night and I was like what the hell, where did that come from ...she calmly says...oh Dougal did that when I picked him up to put him away...(It is an ugly looking bruise)...
While trying to take a look at his back yesterday he bit the both of us enough to leave some good bruises..mine do not actually hurt butthe color of it is there.
He is very cage worried...you can not go into or near his cage without him like panicing to what are you doing...he has to sniff smell and push his way back in to start nudging or biting you out.
See how he protects his food
When I was holding him for a minute yesterday I felt something on his skin...struck me as worm-ish....scar tissue-ish...
Broke out with the clippers, shaved down the spot and took a look. The skin is NOT broken. It is raised, it is about an inch in length and is not stuck in one spot, it moves with that layer of skin. It is not red or irratated. I did clean it up with some Vanodine...hoping it is just a scratch...but it doesnt strike me as that...It is still the same today as it was yesterday. It has not gone down, gotten better etc....
He has been playing an awful lot when we let him out. He loves to run...but it has to be along things...along the side of the couch, boxes etc...not right out in the open...which sucks for him in a way because when he jumps he tends to swing his rear end in a different direction than where he was going and well yeah..he ends up sliding, slamming...some part of him into something.
We/I...created this 3 level cardboard box heaven for him...of course he could care less, but he will hide behind it. He will run through the tunnels some...but not alot.
He is one hell of a flopping fool...seriously he does not know how to sit...only flop lol.I admit to getting paranoid that he is dead a lot because I swear to god he really looks like he is...he is ALWAYS laying on his side,...sometimes his eyes are closes, sometimes slightly open with that,...not here look to them... and sometimes he doesnt even respond to you....He probably does not like that I jiggle him to make sure at times he is ok...lol...but I can not help it.
I turned the crate...this way when I attach the pen like NIC to it for extra moving room for him he can not get to the carpet at all now.
I picked the couch out I have now on purpose for one shining fact....it is so low to the floor, no bun can get under it or behind it. I did this with Simon in thought, but it is working out great for Dougal as well...
The East Regional Library had cookies with Santa yesterday....Oh my good god....I have NEVER seen so many people there...I even took a picture with Santa....
Funny how you never really understand just how heavy you have become till you see a picture of yourself eh? I look like I belong in the ocean...sigh.
I talked to my X husband today...lord I swear you need to grant me a better tolerance of idiocy....Angelina invited him to her school preformace of the Nutcracker..."I dont know if I can, I will have to see"...(JERK)...there are so very many things I would love to say but over time I have accumlated so many things to say that now they get stuck coming out and I just huff and give up...
We lost another hermit crab....again.
A long while ago I bought Angelina 3 hermit crabs. I have 3 types of food cause I can never tell if they even eat...we have salt water and regular water...we have hides, crawly thingys, and shells galore...Well...Ella...she was TEENY TINY...like the size of a dime maybe? One day she left her shell and seemed to have froze in place...we found her just standing there stiff....(This was before Simon died)...We still had Hermie and Teddy however...and she vowed to be a better Hermit crab owner....OKAAAAYYyy...
Well we bought Squirt...and everything has been fine for quite some time...we have had them all since like...July maybe? Well....Hermie...crawled out of his shell and looked to have been slightly eaten by the others...The only reason we know it was Hermie was because he stuck out of his shell much further than he should have ( he should have switched to a bigger shell but he never would...even when he would leave his and change em out he would go back to the same one)...but the crab in hermies shell...fit. Which means it was Teddie...He was the smallest of them all...and he took over Hermies house...Teddie seems...odd for him...usually he does nothing but hide...and WILL NOT move if he sees you or knows you are there...he is very much a fraidy cat...ya know...but he has been wandering and walking all over..... Mold keeps growing and I keep trying to get it out, changed the sand, changed the coconut dirt stuff...still it grows...changed the tanks and so far that seems to have made a difference. I hesitate to get another crab...We are not having a great track record here...and I feel bad for them...plus only Ella,Hermie and Teddie seemed to like each other....Squirt seems to bother and bully any other crab...Squirt is like..4 times the size of any of the others though and he was the smallest one I could find...at the time.
Angelina is out side right now taking care of the pine needles as is her punishment for some severe and dangerous lies she has begun telling. She has been acting out, being slightly destructive, breaking rules, lying and some other things that have made life quite hard lately. I feel like I have no way to reach her and I am actually concerned for her safety...she has talked about hurting herself...my 8 year old..
I saw her hit her head last night and so now she has to be where I am, can not be in any room unless I am there with her. I am watching her out the window right now though, so I could come and talk...
I am getting her help...she will be seeing soon the sort that prescribes meds...her therapist thinks she needs them..and so I agreed to have her seen...I do believe it honestly really is a family trait...a genetic mess up in my family line. We all suffer depression...Lina confessed to me today she often feels sad,lonely and like no one loves her...(man can I relate...)...
I had thought Dougal would have been a help truthfully but I think it backfired....She has become more worried about his health..that it affecting her depression and bringing her joy.
Things to do...So for now I am going....
Going to upload my pictures to photobucket to list through out this update and add the rest in another post....I have to try to sort out now which is what as we have been taking SO many pictures.....
I almost lost this whole thing so I am going to post it now and come back in to edit in the photos,....I was about to cry lol....