Ok no pics today i am just here to whine,lol. I have some good things that have happend and some not so good things. So lets start with the not so good things, my FIL has cancer, he had a tumor in his rectum removed and 29 lymph nodes and the tumor was cancer and 22 of the lymph nodes have cancerous cells. Apparently what they are being told is that he has a rarer cancer and that they are trying to figure out what to do next. He was told that the type of cancer that he has usually by the time they find it , it is in the late stages, ugh. So once he heals they want to start some type of treatment, he has myloma (i think that is what it is called) and one of the treatments will affect that, and from my understanding the myloma affects his legs so if he does the one treatment he will be in a wheel chair. He has already decided that he isnt doing that treatment. All he has said to my MIL is that he doesnt want to be in pain anymore. He had cancer many years ago and fought it but just has never been the same since it, and i dont know if his body and his spirit can take this.
I am going to have a talk with my oldest who is ten and try to explain, plainly, about what is going on, because we dont really know how this is going to turn out and i dont want to have to come to him and tell him that his grandfather has passed and him be upset because he never knew he was sick. Then there is my hubby i dont even know how to remotely begin to know what he is feeling, i still have both my parents around, I dont really talk about what is going on with his father cause i dont want to upset him cause if i start talking about it i will start crying, but i want him to know that i am there for him.
Then my dog Buzz had a seizure a few weeks back and we have been trying to get her meds down, i have to take her back for blood work but couldnt do it last week cause i didnt have the money to do it so i have to take her the end of this week , begining of next week. I have been thinking about Sooty alot to , going through the pictures for the RO year book has been making me think of him lately. Hubby's health insurance went up , like it does every year, but he didnt get a raise because of the economy of course so money is going to be tighter this year.
now for the good stuff this sat we are having a wedding anniversary for my mother and father in law, it is thier 45th and the kids wanted to have something for the both of them incase something happened to my father in law, no regrets of never have done something nice for them.
And i am going to be a GREAT AUNT, i am excited about that, not so much the situation going on with my niece and the father of the baby, but i am happy about the baby.
I want to add that i am thankful for my beautiful kids, home, my hubby, my hubby's job, my animals that are alive, knowing the animals that arent alive, my family and friends.
so that is it for the whine that i had for the day.
