BunBun dazed/confused - RIP BunBun :(

[SOOOSKA]

Michelle, I'm so sorry.

Binky Free BunBun.

Susan:angelandbunny:

 

[Luvmyzoocrew]

:rip::bigtears:

 

[Bunnys_rule63]

Oh Michelle...my heart is breaking for you. I'm devastated :bigtears:

Binkie free BunBun - you will always be loved.ink iris:

 

[Snuggys Mom]

I'm so very sorry, Michelle.

:bigtears:

Binky free, beautiful boy.

:rainbow:

 

[AngelnSnuffy]

Michelle, there are just no words...:sad:

RIP BunBun :rip: Be with Lucky, Jack and Milo and binky free:rainbow:

I'm so sorry Chelle, I'm here for you.:hug:

 

[tonyshuman]

poor little darling.

we're here for you to help you heal--keep us updated.

 

[Ivory]

I'm so sorry about BunBun, he was very beautiful.

 

[Pet_Bunny]

I am just reading this now... :bawl:



So sorry Michelle.
What a brave soul BunBun was. Quietly and gently passing away without disturbing you, but knowing he was your heart bunny.

Binky free BunBun.

Rainbows ink iris:

 

[JadeIcing]

I am so sorry Michelle. I know how much he ment to you. I am here if you need me.

 

[NZminilops]

I'm ok considering, really I am, I don't want anyone too worry or wonder if I'm alright because I will be. I know in my heart that he wasn't at all happy lately, and while it's NEVER a good thing or EVER a relief to lose a loved pet, I am glad he isn't feeling sad and sick right now, if that makes sense.

To be honest my hearts kind of getting hard and cold this year with losing so much. I'm finding it harder to love animals or people and just retreat back into my comfort zone of spending all day playing games online and talking to people I don't know about nothing important.

Thanks for your kind messages everyone, and thanks Leanne for the one you left me on MSN, you're such a good friend and I know I can count on you. You always go that extra mile to make sure I'm ok, something no ones ever really done for me before. I really appreciate it. I love how everyone else either ignored me or went 'busy' or 'brb the minute I came on today. Just because I'm sad doesn't mean I'm a leper or you're going to catch the 'sad' from me . I would have liked to have someone to talk to for a bit. It's hard for me to start conversations at the moment and I would have liked someone to understand that or at least just say hello.

I'm sorry, I'm whining, I guess I'm more upset than I thought I was. Actually I'm incredibly angry and right now I just don't get why, so I'm probably going to take a break from the computer for a bit.

 

[Pipp]

A w w w w w ... Michelle, you're allowed to be upset and angry, you've really been through so much more than can be deemed tolerable by anyone.

Being upset and angry also makes one read things into situations that aren't really there, I know how that works.I'll bet BIG money on the fact that not one person honestly tried to avoid you, it was just the timing of the computer tasks, signing on and off is never as instant as it appears.

Please stay and let us know how you're doing.

If there's anything we can humanly do to make you feel better, just ask. It may be a crazy time of the year for all, but honestly, you're veryimportant to us. :hug1



sas :sosad

 

[AngelnSnuffy]

Chelle,

Just saw this post, as I was gone when you did it, and why I was set to "brb" at the time, as you now know(and was chattering to you after this post, my time was given to you):hug:.

Sometimes, timing just sucks, as you know again Chelle. I had to run up to the store right after you signed on. That had to look bad, but again, I knew I'd brb. Hoped you'd understand. You did, after I calmed you down. You needed me then. I'm so glad I was there for you and helped you a bit. I know how hard it is to try to make someone feel better, that, really at the time, one cannot.:hearts::group2:

I also know that email hit you hard today. I'm so sorry about that.That hit came hard and quick.

I'm so sorry Chelle, for the hell you're going through right now. (Please at least be proud, that in your name, I cursed on RO:shock:. Love ya girl!)

 

[Bo B Bunny]

Chelle, how are you doing?

 

[Flashy]

NZminilops wrote:

I'm ok considering, really I am, I don't want anyone too worry or wonder if I'm alright because I will be. I know in my heart that he wasn't at all happy lately, and while it's NEVER a good thing or EVER a relief to lose a loved pet, I am glad he isn't feeling sad and sick right now, if that makes sense.

To be honest my hearts kind of getting hard and cold this year with losing so much. I'm finding it harder to love animals or people and just retreat back into my comfort zone of spending all day playing games online and talking to people I don't know about nothing important.

Thanks for your kind messages everyone, and thanks Leanne for the one you left me on MSN, you're such a good friend and I know I can count on you. You always go that extra mile to make sure I'm ok, something no ones ever really done for me before. I really appreciate it. I love how everyone else either ignored me or went 'busy' or 'brb the minute I came on today. Just because I'm sad doesn't mean I'm a leper or you're going to catch the 'sad' from me . I would have liked to have someone to talk to for a bit. It's hard for me to start conversations at the moment and I would have liked someone to understand that or at least just say hello.

I'm sorry, I'm whining, I guess I'm more upset than I thought I was. Actually I'm incredibly angry and right now I just don't get why, so I'm probably going to take a break from the computer for a bit.

Getting what you describe as the cold hard heart is natural and expected. It's a defense mechanism to stop yourself feeling hurt, but it won't always be there, In time, you can let yourself love again.

Sweetheart, I don't have you on msn (actually, I don't have anyone from RO on msn), but I have put my e-mail addys in the contact thread in the Let your Hare down forum. If you want to add me, then go for it, and I will be happy to talk to you at any point. It's really hard when you need your friends and you feel they are not there, but there are people about for you if you need us, please remember that.

You're not whining, you are releasing what you feel, and that is really important. And as for being angry,that is totally natural and expected. It is also part of the grieving process, so try to allow yourself to feel the anger and release it in positive ways in you can (mushing up food sometimes helps, or beating up a pillow, screaming as loud as you can, things like that).

You're dealing with so much, but remember there are people around who are here for you, and who care (I actually dreamt about you and bunbun last night, which is REALLY random).

Hang in there and you know where I am.

x

 

[ec]

Michelle, I'm so sorry about BunBun, who was such an incredibly sweet little guy.

And the "feeling hard and cold" - and angry - are all part of the grief process, as Flashy just said. It's hard, and it hurts like h@ll, but you will get through it.

Hugs from me, and nosebumps and bunny kisses from Nibbles.

 

[NZminilops]

I'm so sorry about my last post, I was in an awefull frame of mind. I'm just really sorry to everyone if I was nasty to you here or on MSN.

 

[pumpkinandwhiskersmom]

I'm just reading the last few posts about BunBun, and I am so very, very sorry that you lost your little boy. Please know that we're thinking of you, and that our prayers and thoughts are with you right now. I can't imagine how devastated you must be. I also know how it feels to just want to go inside of yourself and not let anyone in. Please PM me if you would like to, and I'd be really glad to "talk" to you....Grace

 

[LuvaBun]

:hug:
Jan

 

[theevenstarlight]

I'm really sorry; I lost my first bunny one year ago today.

Are you going to have a necroposy done? I did, and I was very glad. My bunny had a heart problem. She was only 6 months old and died a week after she was spayed.

I never would've guessed this was the problem. I felt a lot better after knowing that I didn't do something wrong.

 

[MsBinky]

((((((Michelle)))))))

I'm sending you all my love and hugs. I understand how you feel. :hug: