Well - I should go feed the other bunnies but so much is going through my mind all at once. I don't want to go too much into detail on some things here largely because I don't want people to start "self-diagnosing" their bunnies. I think there are times when we can look at them and know what they need (like if we give them some nutrical or canned pumpkin 'cause we see they're not pooping as much) ~ but there are times when I think it was Ivory put it best..."This rabbit needs a vet and not an online forum".
In this case - Tiny needed both the forum (as did I) and a vet.
About the vet - first of all - I liked her. Almost the first words out of her mouth when she walked in and saw Tiny were...."I just love rabbits". It was obvious from the way she handled him and treated him that she is comfortable around rabbits and does care about them.
I do disagree with some of the decisions she made about how to treat him....but when we discussed things she did not just say to me, "This is the way I've always done it..." or "Well that's too bad you feel that way". Instead - she explained to me why she was making the decisions she was making - and in some ways - her answers make sense.
For instance - I wanted Tiny on something other than Metacam...something perhaps a bit stronger. He had been in SUCH pain and I knew he might have another long night or two ahead of him. She didn't want him on something stronger because he hadn't eaten in several hours and she felt that the metacam would be enough to help him relax and start eating and drinking and that would help him feel better. I disagree with her - but she did make sense. She said that when she worked with rabbits - she prefered to "start" with metacam to see if it would be enough to handle the pain. She really feels like in a couple of days Tiny will be feeling much better - we just have to get him eating and drinking.
I wanted him on something other than baytril...but once again - she wanted to consider his stomach and the fact he's only been on baytril once before. She wanted to 'start' with baytril and see if that would be enough versus using something that might be more aggressive and harder on his system.
I wanted her to do some sub-q fluids. However, she did not want to stress him out any further by doing sub-q fluids, especially since I had already stated I knew how to do them (and could do them at home). Tiny had already been examined, had his bladder expressed, had shaving done around his sore hocks and his open wound thingy (thanks to Miss Bea) and he was getting pretty darn stressed. She felt like if we took him home, got him on the meds (especially the pain meds) - he would feel better and start eating and drinking naturally - especially if he had leafy greens, etc. to choose from. She pointed out that he was alert and he did not look dehydrated at all.
I did buy some Oxbow Critical Care (the big container 'cause I was almost out - it was $35 - OUCH) and she thought that would be really great to work with for him also. It was actually my idea to buy it - she didn't push it - but I like to have it on hand.
I did tell her I was a breeder - big mistake. Note to self....get to know vet before saying something like that again.
However, I did tell her when I brought him in that I suspected bladder sludge and/or an infection - turned out to be both.
She did seem impressed with my medical knowledge (limited as it is) and my questions. She didn't seem upset by them or thrown by them....and she was more than willing to discuss what she believes. I left there feeling respect for her (even if we disagree) and feeling like she respected me also.
Since getting home, I've talked to Randy and done some research. Tiny has received his dose of pain meds and I'm letting him relax before I try to compound that baytril tablet and get it down him. We have a plan of action that includes what the vet has suggested but also includes other things. Right now our focus is to "stay the course"....keep Tiny comfortable - not get him upset by having me be upset, etc.
Some of you may wonder, "Well...what are you going to do?". Sorry - but I'm not going to share - not because it is anything dangerous or wrong or anything like that.
But I would hate to say something like "We're giving Tiny 10 ounces of coffee per day" (HINT: I picked something that would be really REALLY stupid to do so folks won't do it) and then try to treat their rabbit themselves instead of seeing a vet. Honestly - I am totally convinced that a bladder infection is something you need help with.
I've been wondering all day, "How could I go from thinking this was heart issues to thinking it was bladder? What changed?"
Part of it was - I automatically thought the worst at first. Tiny was breathing so hard and having such a hard time of it. After the losses I've had - it would only make sense that he was doing the same thing - following the same pattern.
But he wasn't - and as I watched him struggle to pee - I realized just how much pain he was in. Imagine if you were trying to go to the bathroom - and it was like trying to pee woodworking caulk or super hard toothpaste? You would hurt too.
I was trying to describe to Eric the pain Tiny was in - when remembered the movie, "The Green Mile" and the infection that Tom Hanks' character had in it.....I think it was the same thing.
Before I close this post though - I need to say one other thing. Y'all have NO idea how much your love, support and prayers meant to me through this. I was literally expecting Tiny to pass on from moment to moment and I would come back to this thread and reread it. Then I'd think, "What if I am missing something? What if it isn't his heart?". When Randy and I were finally able to chat - and then I observed Tiny for a couple of hours - I realized - it wasn't his heart.
But it was because of YOUR courage - of your telling him to hang in there - that I let go of what I thought was the truth - and found out the truth.
In other words - you believed when I couldn't - and your belief....helped me to make some good decisions.
So thank you everyone - someday - when he's not so grumpy - maybe Tiny will even thank y'all too!
Peg