Pumpkinhead, I'm incredibly sorry for your loss of your sweet Tabitha. She was a really gorgeous girl. Please don't feel guilty, you did what was best for her but unfortunately it had bad results. Stories like this make me SO afraid of spaying my bunnies- my Phoebe Mae wasn't spayed until she was a year and a half old because I kept wimping out. My little Kerensa is 3 months old though and will have to go under the knife soon. She's a beautiful little Holland Lop like Tabitha was.