This is kinda just a vent, plus I'm crying, so I'm sorry for formatting I guess. Enjoy the attached photo of her, I guess.
My rabbit was my baby and my best friend. She helped me out of my depression, and I always did everything for her (treats, cuddles, playing, new hutches.. everything.) Her name is Miffy. She was only a baby, only about two years old in a few months. We usually kept her outside, which she enjoyed more than being stuck inside while I was at school.
A few days ago, I had visited her hutch to refill her food, and noticed she was missing (which is normal, we leave her hutch open as she enjoys exploring our (fenced off and safe) garden. Sometimes, she'll even escape to our neighbors house and nap in her pot plants, so I'd assumed that's what happened.
It's been almost a week, with no sign of her, and the area i live in is right across from a forest filled with foxes and large birds. I'd like to think that maybe, just maybe, she fell asleep and had a peaceful death. Part of me knows that that is most likely not true. I've spent four hours looking for her just today, and I cant even find a body to bury.
I kind of blame myself. I should have been a better owner. I should have kept her inside. She didn't deserve this. Miffy, I love you, I'm sorry you had no one to comfort you in your last hours.
My rabbit was my baby and my best friend. She helped me out of my depression, and I always did everything for her (treats, cuddles, playing, new hutches.. everything.) Her name is Miffy. She was only a baby, only about two years old in a few months. We usually kept her outside, which she enjoyed more than being stuck inside while I was at school.
A few days ago, I had visited her hutch to refill her food, and noticed she was missing (which is normal, we leave her hutch open as she enjoys exploring our (fenced off and safe) garden. Sometimes, she'll even escape to our neighbors house and nap in her pot plants, so I'd assumed that's what happened.
It's been almost a week, with no sign of her, and the area i live in is right across from a forest filled with foxes and large birds. I'd like to think that maybe, just maybe, she fell asleep and had a peaceful death. Part of me knows that that is most likely not true. I've spent four hours looking for her just today, and I cant even find a body to bury.
I kind of blame myself. I should have been a better owner. I should have kept her inside. She didn't deserve this. Miffy, I love you, I'm sorry you had no one to comfort you in your last hours.