She was independent bunny, didn't really liked human company. Only on rare occasions she would let us pet her or be near her.
I don't know what happened, she looked fine saturday. I wasn't at home sunday, and when i came home evening she was not interested in her food, but she ate some apple. So i assumed that maybe she's not hungry. I know, stupid.. they alway want they dry food.. i made sure that she was drinking. She gave a lot of kissed good night, which was rare. And in the morning of monday she was dead. (I was at work,i leave home 4.50 in the morning she was still moving around in her x pen).
Looking back, i think maybe she was sisk way before that, few weeks ago one of the rabbits started to poo everywhere, which never happened before. But i thought that maybe i brought neighbours rats sent in my room and they marking their teritory. Now the poops are gone. So it was Diva.
My boyfriend said before death her eyes changed from blue to green, she made sound like its hard to breath, jumped fell on the side and she was gone.
My mental state gone
i am pretty sure i haven't cried so much when my grandmother died. I blame myself for not noticing that something was off..
And now Floki her bonded boy is alone. I told my bf to leave her body for him to see, but he said that Floki didn't pay any attention to her. He came over, sniffed her and thats it.
Now he is acting like nothing happened, i don't even know if he understands that she is gone. He did some binkies. The only thing now he is not so exited to get food. Because before if they hear their food box opening, they were racing who gets the food first. My bf said there no competition left to get food that's why he is not as before.
Sorry for such long post. But this is the only place i can went now. Because people dont understand how grown up can crie over some rabbit..