so my mom brought fuzzy home. i showed her to shadow. seeing her helped me. she looked peaceful, like she was sleeping. she was pretty.
my madre said the vet was with her when she died, so she was not alone. the vet said she laid down, closed her eyes and was gone. i am glad she didn't have to go through any pain, and went peacefully.
don't know how shadow will be.
i am feeling better, seeing her. i think it helped me with closure. my mom said the vet was almost crying because she had seen how much i loved fuz and took care of her. i was the one taking her to appointments and giving her medicine. the only time i took my parents was when paperwork needed to be signed, since you have to be 18 to do that and i am only 16.
this is also another acomplishment for me. i suffer from clynical depression, one of hte reasons i wanted rabbits so that they would always be there for me and would always love me. it is good that i am handling this well.
i remember when i first saw fuzz. i was looking on petfinder.com and instanly fell in love with shadow and fuz's pic. it was love at first sight. i knew these were the buns for me here is the link for ya to see...
http://search.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=8813731
their pic just jumped out at me
we are gonna bury her soon, my dad is going to carve her name into some nice long lasting wood for a headstone.
thank you for all your kind words, they have helped me. its nice knowing i am not alone. my friends at school don't really get it so it is hard to get any relief from them. heck they thought i was crazy when i got fred. anyways, i truly appreciate it. my mom even took a look at what you guys wrote and was in tears.