Orchid
Well-Known Member
Died today.....
Stuck on what to say. I feel rather numb.
My daughter was beyond upset. Took her a couple hours to calm down.
I don't understand. Simon, Dougal....
Is it something I am doing or not doing? Is there something wrong with the house? Why? and how? Are we really that unlucky to have our babies just be sick and die on us?????????????
So much has been going wrong/badly (in a human personal way) lately....I thought things were looking up and it seems they are only getting worse....
I told my daughter that perhaps god made things happen this way because no one could have loved Simon or Dougal more than us, so he sent them to us to love while they were here...and now they are together...and neither of them alone....
She kept saying maybe he wanted to die...I kept telling her nothing and no one ever wants to die...that he didn't leave her because he wanted to..
It happened so fast....
He seemed off today...stinky poo...but he kinda does that...
Came home about 4......he looked funny, like limp and weird...I picked him up and started talking to him and he seemed...odd...and than ....
It scared the crap out of me honestly...he did this flop jump thing right out of my arms but it was not like..HE did it...more like..his body did it....he started tossing around on his side, jerking all over the place and just sorta stopped. I sent my daughter out of the house...didn't want her to see.
I sat with him on the kitchen floor....I held him and he just went...like a candle blown out....
His fur was growing back in and he was gaining weight, eating well...I noticed he was drinking a lot the last two days....didn't think anything of it. He peed on the floor...but he is litter trained...He never stopped eating....
We were going to bring him to the PA show, Angelina was so excited....her Flemish Giant membership stuff came for xmas...She was reading and looking at the booklet...we were trying to get how to sit him...
He was such a good boy....he was always running and jumping when he was out....when he wasnt trying to eat carpet...
I feel pretty sick, my stomach turning and in knots.
I didnt want to come here....didnt want to be on RO tonight....didnt want to add his name to all our boys and girls...
You will have to forgive me if I am not here for a little while...I can't bear to look at bun pictures and see everything.....I feel like the worst cursed person ever....It is getting to be too much to take...
Good bye Dougal....and thank you for giving Angelina the precious gift of your affection and love...it meant so much to her, it meant so much to me. I am sorry we didnt do better by you..
Stuck on what to say. I feel rather numb.
My daughter was beyond upset. Took her a couple hours to calm down.
I don't understand. Simon, Dougal....
Is it something I am doing or not doing? Is there something wrong with the house? Why? and how? Are we really that unlucky to have our babies just be sick and die on us?????????????
So much has been going wrong/badly (in a human personal way) lately....I thought things were looking up and it seems they are only getting worse....
I told my daughter that perhaps god made things happen this way because no one could have loved Simon or Dougal more than us, so he sent them to us to love while they were here...and now they are together...and neither of them alone....
She kept saying maybe he wanted to die...I kept telling her nothing and no one ever wants to die...that he didn't leave her because he wanted to..
It happened so fast....
He seemed off today...stinky poo...but he kinda does that...
Came home about 4......he looked funny, like limp and weird...I picked him up and started talking to him and he seemed...odd...and than ....
It scared the crap out of me honestly...he did this flop jump thing right out of my arms but it was not like..HE did it...more like..his body did it....he started tossing around on his side, jerking all over the place and just sorta stopped. I sent my daughter out of the house...didn't want her to see.
I sat with him on the kitchen floor....I held him and he just went...like a candle blown out....
His fur was growing back in and he was gaining weight, eating well...I noticed he was drinking a lot the last two days....didn't think anything of it. He peed on the floor...but he is litter trained...He never stopped eating....
We were going to bring him to the PA show, Angelina was so excited....her Flemish Giant membership stuff came for xmas...She was reading and looking at the booklet...we were trying to get how to sit him...
He was such a good boy....he was always running and jumping when he was out....when he wasnt trying to eat carpet...
I feel pretty sick, my stomach turning and in knots.
I didnt want to come here....didnt want to be on RO tonight....didnt want to add his name to all our boys and girls...
You will have to forgive me if I am not here for a little while...I can't bear to look at bun pictures and see everything.....I feel like the worst cursed person ever....It is getting to be too much to take...
Good bye Dougal....and thank you for giving Angelina the precious gift of your affection and love...it meant so much to her, it meant so much to me. I am sorry we didnt do better by you..
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