I'm going to apologize in advance for what I am about to say. To be honest, sometimes being harsh is the only way it will get into someone's head. I personally try not to resort to that unless absolutely necessary, but this is a baby's life we're talking about. It may not be a human baby, but it's still a living being, and it's in pain and it's dying. If that was a human baby, people would be doing everything they could to try to save it's life. If it was a human baby, then they would be taking all the advice they were given, not ignoring advice from people who clearly have more expertise in this situation than you do. I'm ashamed that you think what you're doing is the right thing to do, sometimes you need to stop being a stubborn little child and deal with it the adult way and actually take people's advice, maybe then the poor kit would actually have a chance of survival. Instead you are killing it. Killing it. Imagine if you were the smallest one in your family. Imagine if you were the kit. Think about what kind of situation the kit is in, and put yourself in their body. That's called empathy. You seem like you need to learn that right now. If you actually cared you would know what you are doing is harming them. I don't think you realize how much this forum has been through in the past year. First, we had to deal with a person with similar problems as yours, who repeatedly kept lying to our faces, and creating fake accounts and drama. Second, we've had to deal with other people who have ignored our advice, not just you, but other people. If you actually cared, you would make it seem like it. Making all these excuses isn't going to cut it. You need to step it up and hold yourself accountable for your actions. You don't seem to realize this would never have happened if you had stopped being a selfish brat and actually took the time to listen. If you actually cared, you would try your best to help this kit. It doesn't matter if you don't have direct vet access, just do SOMETHING to help. Like, oh, I don't know, taking our advice. Now it honestly just seems that you are trying to spam the forum and create drama for no reason, which we have dealt with enough this past year. I hope you learn to listen and understand. I know I'm being harsh and rude and petty, but seriously, but I'm not stubborn, and that seems to be the only way we can get your attention.