Thankyou so,so much everyone,i appreciate all the kind words from each and everyone of you fromthe bottom of myheart
Rosie,that picture of Marshmallow made me cry even more,she was so proud of that crazy little ditch she made,she even rolled around in it a few times before basking in her glory,she looks so pretty in that picture to...this is just way to sad
I wasn't even going to take her to the vet today,she had an appoitment for Tueday afternoon,but when i read Rogers reply,i just couldn't wait for the next day..so Dr Lee took her x ray,i really did not expect bad news..i think i was kinda kidding myself though,well it turned out Marshy had a tumour growing on her spine,and Dr Lee thinks that it just happened to grow and it hit a nerve or something,and this is why she lost the use of her back legs,Dr Lee is not an Exotics vet but he does see rabbits,but he's never had someone come in with something like Marshy's problem,so this is new to him to.
Looking back now,i've noticed a few things about Marsh,it was like she was always sleeping,i never really thought much about it until now..because she was still eating and drinking,i just didn't think nothing of it.
Also another thing,Marshy always had a problem with her weight,it seemed all she had to do was look at food and she put the weight on
Anyway,i put her on a diet justa little while ago,so i started to feed her on her own,because guaranteed Marsh was always the last one at the pellet bowl..she was such a piggy...well gradually i was noticing she was actually losing weight,but very slowly,it wasn't like a sudden change or anything like that,but i was happy.
Now i understand that she wasn't losing weight because of her diet,she was losing weight because she was starting to get sick
I had no choice but to let her go
I was in shock because this was not supposed to be happening,everything happened so quick,i don't think i even had time to blink.
This is why it feels so bad,i just wasn't expecting to say goodbye to her today.
Before she was put to sleep,Dr Leewent to take her from me,but i couldn't say goodbye just yet....so hesaid i could go and sit inan empty room where i couldbe with Marshy until i was ready to let her go
I sat there and just talked to her and hugged her for ages
I feel as if i let her down,by not noticing things before
You know,we get our bunnies spayed and neutered,so they can live happy and healthy lives..and then things like this happen.
Iv'e been thinking over and over about today...i'm still in shock