I just wuv Toby so much...He really is one of the cutest bun's ever (I can not say cutest cause my girls are listening)....
Pretty huge personal update, although probably not the best one.
I told my boyfriend tonight that I'm in love with him. I have honestly never felt this way before, and am so overwhelmed with the emotion I feel for him that I'm tearing up about him as we speak.
Unfortunately, when I told him that I love him he kissed me and said that "he cares about me a lot too, and he's never felt about any girl like he has with me".
I got really stupidly emotional after telling him and started crying and he apologized for not saying the right thing. I feel incredibly stupid for making him feel bad and for getting so emotional (I honestly couldn't even help it). I also feel really stupid for thinking that he felt the same way.
I don't know if I just said it too soon or that he'll never feel the same way. I've never taken such an emotional leap before and I'm terrified.
All of my close girl friends have boyfriends or husbands, and the male was always the one to say I love you first. Basically, I'm terrified that I've ruined things between us, or that he'll never feel the same way... I'm just so scared.
Toby's doing great though!
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