Paul and I watched a video this afternoon that I took shortly after we brought Phoebe Mae home. It was so sweet seeing her as a little baby. Skyler was in the video too. We miss our boy. He was such a lovey dovey adorable bun. Out of all our bunnies, he was probably the friendliest. I mean, ALL our bunnies love attention and being petted by us, but Skyler was the only one that would happily sit on a stranger's lap for as long as they were willing to pet him. He was so trusting and darling. We want another Dutch someday but doubt we'll ever see another Dutch with a beauty mark like his. He was so special!
I feel kind of pathetic for still being so affected by our bunnies' deaths, particularly Tallulah's. So many people out there have serious crises in their lives or have lost children or spouses, and there I was, utterly devastated by a bunny's death- and at that, a bunny that I only knew 5 months. The devastation has faded somewhat by now but I'm still deeply, deeply affected by it. As cliche as this sounds, it's like she took a little of my heart when she went. She was my little baby.
The notion that one day all of my bunnies will die is horrifying. I don't want to think about them being dead and of holding their bodies in my arms!