purplepeacock
Well-Known Member
lol.....i remember when i was 8 yrs old (i'm 30 now) and my friend Lizzie and i would ride our bikes and pick up all the half smoked ciggs people throw out their windows and we'd take our little collection and smoke them behind Lizzie's shed!!! it's tough to quit. when i went to nursing school we learned that smoking is so addictive b/c when you feel low or depressed or just tired it picks you and and you have energy and if you're stressed and wound up about something it relaxes you. somehow it just knows what to do to make you feel better. so needless to say i've spent my life smoking and then quiting. and it's hardest at work. especially when EVERYBODY i work with smokes and i find myself working 10 hour days without a break but the smokers get outside for their smoke breaks....then it's really hard to not go out there for 5 minutes and have one too! So i feel your pain. and it's impossible for a nonsmoker to really understand what you're going thru. guess you'll need to spend a LOT of time on RO to keep your fingers busy and your mind off smoking =)