TinysMom
Well-Known Member
I just want to add this for folks....
For once - I'm really and truly ok with a rabbit's passing. I cried and cried and cried last night when I realized that I may have to make the choice of having an animal put to sleep. I've done that twice before - and while I knew it was the best decision in each case - it was one of the toughest things I've ever done. To feel responsible for an animal's passing....is a horrible feeling...even when it is the right choice.
Part of me - almost wanted the vet to tell me to have Houdini put to sleep. I saw his struggle - but I also saw his will to live. I think that if the vet had said he felt it was the best thing - I would have been relieved.
I saw Houdini's struggle on the trip home - and once we got home. I think that in my heart of hearts - I wanted him to pass - and I wanted him to pass peacefully.
It looks like he did so.
So I'm really ok - you don't have to worry if I'm ok.
Because in a way - I'm relieved. As much as I wanted to keep Houdini alive - I was relieved to see him go. It was best for him.
And thanks to all of you who care....I do appreciate it.
I want to say a special thanks to:
For once - I'm really and truly ok with a rabbit's passing. I cried and cried and cried last night when I realized that I may have to make the choice of having an animal put to sleep. I've done that twice before - and while I knew it was the best decision in each case - it was one of the toughest things I've ever done. To feel responsible for an animal's passing....is a horrible feeling...even when it is the right choice.
Part of me - almost wanted the vet to tell me to have Houdini put to sleep. I saw his struggle - but I also saw his will to live. I think that if the vet had said he felt it was the best thing - I would have been relieved.
I saw Houdini's struggle on the trip home - and once we got home. I think that in my heart of hearts - I wanted him to pass - and I wanted him to pass peacefully.
It looks like he did so.
So I'm really ok - you don't have to worry if I'm ok.
Because in a way - I'm relieved. As much as I wanted to keep Houdini alive - I was relieved to see him go. It was best for him.
And thanks to all of you who care....I do appreciate it.
I want to say a special thanks to:
- Randy - for being so gracious as to take time to talk to me on the phone and discuss different options and why they were or weren't best.
- Angieluv - for caring enough to look at the various options to see what might work and wanting to know more about what was going on.
- Pipp - for reminding me that this is a medical area and that the more information we share here - the more it can help others in the future.
- Polly - who reminded me that I need sleep too and that I couldn't help Houdini if I was totally exhausted
- and everyone else who posted......your posts really mean a lot to me.