lissa, i totally see where you're coming from. having my first rabbit ever, die of uterine cancer, i of course say that all female pet rabbits should be spayed by a knowledgable rabbit vet who does them on a very regular basis. i can get into more detail about my sweet mini lop who died from it, but i don't want to depress you. of course, from my personal experience, i'm going to have every one of my female rabbits in the future spayed. maybe you're getting bad feelings about this certain vet, did she spay your other bun? did they do bloodwork on pristine? did you know that some bloodwork can actually see if your baby will do perfect under anesthetic? these cost more, butthey put us bunny mom's under a lot less stress
if you don't feel you're ready, i completely understand.. but i do feel it's necessary to have your baby spayed.