I'm finding myself a bit down and discouraged about my rabbits in general.
I agree...but its rats, not rabbits for me. I love them to death, but I am ready to not be a rat owner for a while....they exhaust me and I would be ratless right now if Spice hadn't have gotten pregnant. My babies are only 1 on Dec. 11th, too. I hate feeling like a monster for wanting to "rush" their already short lives.
Then again - I'm sorta discouraged about life in general right now - I think the holidays are not easy on me - not so much because I want to go be with family - but because I realize my family will never be like those examples you see on tv in the ads an stuff...you know....the big decorated tree - presents under it - homemade cookies and hot drinks, etc. We've never really been into the big holiday scene....and its nice - but it just isn't us - yet sometimes its hard to say "its ok that it isn't us".
I 100% completely "feel ya" on this! The holidays make me so......upset. I have never had a real family, so to say, so the holidays are just hard. I also am hating this year because we don't have a lot of money to spend on gifts for the few family members that I do have. Luckily, my Grandmother (dad's mom) and my brother are coming out here for Christmas.