Dearest Stan,
I received word about Pebbles just now and am frozen as I think of this huge loss for you as you try to maneuver through the excruciating pain. We all know that Pebbles was your best friend...your baby. There was a love there that was so touching, so unconditional, so beautiful that it's hard to wrap our minds around you and Pebbles not being physicallytogether. You gave each other everything you had. You both knew that and understood the other better than anyone else does and I know that not one minute of her life was taken for granted by you.
There are some experiences in life we learn to live with, but never quite get over until you are reunited with your loved one.Until that time comes,I hope that sooner than later, the memories of her will become less painful as it doesn't seem right that memories is all you have left. I know that she was met withan open heart andthe loving arms ofBuck Jones upon her arrival to thenext part of her spiritualjourney.I also feel strongly in my heart that although she is invisible now, her love, appreciation and watchful eye over you will only get stronger.
Thank you for sharing the connection you had with each other with us. You brought many smiles and heart-warming moments to our lives. We got a glimpse of thelove funyou hadwith each other through your pictures.In all of our minds, you will always be together. You saved her life more than a few times and she knew it. It made your bond with her so much stronger and gave us all hope for our own babies.
You're living what we all dread. I'm so so sorry, Stan. Your pain weighs on us. My heart goes out to you in this very difficult time of your life. Please be patient and kind to yourself in the days ahead. Know that you gave her the life and love that most people and animals can only dream of.
As you learn to adjust to this new life, you will be thought of and prayed for often. Again, I'm so sorry.
With Deepest Sympathy and Love,
Carolyn
