Well, TV appearance was supposedly tomarrow...
I've been gipped. I'm quite heartbroken....
I calledt he lady today to get directions and time and all that jazz and she was like ' oh...I guess you misunderstood...I told you I found someone to do it.... yeah she's coming from this place and has angoras and spins and she's going to do the show..."
I about broke down there. Geez how RUDE was that? To tell me i'm goign to be on tv and stuff and to get ready and all that jazz and then tell me the day before you found soemoen else who can talk AND spin so they don't need me anymore? Ignorant.
So if you're ever in the Pittsburgh area and you run into Barb, please kick her int eh shin for me.
Thank you.
I spent a crapload of time and made a few sacrifices to be ablet o do this. I was ralyl excited. And not just that, I feel like a darn fool now, embarassed, because all these people are goign to see someoen else on the show. I'm just not looking forward to the embarasment... I probably won't even watch it myself.
To top it off I came down with a zit and an eye infection today.
Its uber disappointing also because I just always wanted to feel like I was kinda goin' somewhere with this bunny thing...I always thought it would be nice if newspeople did a show on the bunnies...especialyl around Easter...so I could get the word across that bunnies aren't good Easter gifts....that'd make a good news segment. I've emailed to the local news channels and was ignored. Beaver Cuonty Times ignored me too. It kinda makes me think...well...maybe i'm not that cool. Did you ever think you'd hear me say it? Jesse Kubick thinks of herself as not amazing? Jsut for today...i'll be back on track in 48 hours tops. This was rally just a slap in teh face.
Y'know I try really hard with all my bunnies stuff and I just love helping people realize how cool bunnies are and giving them all the info an scoop and taking kids to shows and teaching them all about their pets. Its really what I live for nowadays.
I remebmer I gave a free blue dutch buck to a little girl as a pet at the fair. He was mising a foot (his mum was awful) and I told her thats why he was free. Well...y'know...sometimes bunnies just keel over for absolutely no reason and I have no idea why. Thats what happened to little blue. And her mum called me in hysterics, not understanding what they did wrong and told me how her daughter would just sit by his cage daily and play with him and all thsi stuff and she was worried that she killed her daughter's bunny somehow... IT was sad. I spent all my lunch break at work trying to calm her down. Then I told her to come over on a day and let her daughter pick out a new bunny. I didn't have any charlies or anything liekt hat but I felt bad, and I know what its like to lose a pet...especialyl the only one you've ever had a few weeks after you got it... So I gave her the best little black buck out of a litter I had. i'd planned on keeping him but.... I know she would appreciate it. I showed her his pedigree and what legs were and compared his type to some other rabbtis and told them what to look for in markings and color, and I flipped him over and showed how docile he was...and her face just lit up. I mean its like little kid on christmas. It was like she came to get a bunny...and walked away with so much more, an she smiled and carried Cherokee out of there like he was a precious treasure. I gave her a big bag of food, hay, and mineral wheels. That was one of the greatest bunny moments of my life, was making her day. I told her the deal was she has tos how him at least once! And she was so excited when she realized what she had...and how cool all thsi bunny stuff was. Her mum thanked me a million times. And later in the week I ran into her aunt, who was with them at work and she thanked me a million times too and said hello.
I just realized how ADD has struck me again and I got completely off topic. I'm such a nut. I think...its time to go lay down and mope and all that good stuff.
So long as you don't think me a fool too, I think i'll be ok. . . .