It still hurts

[maherwoman]

Oh Sweetie...I'm so sorry you're feeling so awful. I'm here (both on here, by email, and I'll email you my phone number) if you need me, ok? (I think I've given you my number before, but I can't remember, lol!)

Extra love-filled hugs to you,

Rosie*

 

[Bo B Bunny]

The pain doesn't go away, but it becomes less often - days like the anniversary will never leave you.

I lost my favorite uncle (I thought he was the coolest thing since icecream) when I was 16. He was 34. I still think of him often and on the anniversary of his death - it tears me up.

 

[pumpkinandwhiskersmom]

I used to laugh at my mom when she'd get all upset on anniversaries, etc.....now I know what she meant! Wish I could apologize to her...

 

[Flashy]

I know you can't apologise in person, but depending what you believe in, writing her a letter and then burning it and either putting the ashes somewhere or allowing them to blow off into the air might allow you to feel like she is getting your apology, or just going to her and talking to her, so maybe even just lighting and candle or something?

I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now.

x