I'm losing my heart animal

[undergunfire]

I am so sorry for your loss .

I am sitting here uncontrollably crying my eyes out. I haven't cried over our 7 month old kitty, Zaide, who passed away on Oct. 1st...in at least a week.

The reason I say that is because you losing your girl's death hits close to home. Zaide, not sure if you remember, was a dwarfed kitty (probably due to inbreeding/poor breeding). After he had passed, we found out he was rescued with his litter from a Persian cat hoarder that was hoarding over 200 Persians and Persian mixes.

Zaide was totally healthy up until he died within minutes in front of me on Oct. 1st...still, it seemed peacefully, but it was so tragic....I knew he didn't want to go.


Ugh, I have to stop.....I'm crying terribly hard now. I'm so sorry for you losing your precious girl. She was so lucky to live with you for so long, I only wish Zaide had that opportunity.

Zaide and Fluffy can play together in kitty heaven, now. I hope they make lots of friends.

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[Becknutt]

undergunfire wrote:

I am so sorry for your loss .

I am sitting here uncontrollably crying my eyes out. I haven't cried over our 7 month old kitty, Zaide, who passed away on Oct. 1st...in at least a week.

The reason I say that is because you losing your girl's death hits close to home. Zaide, not sure if you remember, was a dwarfed kitty (probably due to inbreeding/poor breeding). After he had passed, we found out he was rescued with his litter from a Persian cat hoarder that was hoarding over 200 Persians and Persian mixes.

Zaide was totally healthy up until he died within minutes in front of me on Oct. 1st...still, it seemed peacefully, but it was so tragic....I knew he didn't want to go.


Ugh, I have to stop.....I'm crying terribly hard now. I'm so sorry for you losing your precious girl. She was so lucky to live with you for so long, I only wish Zaide had that opportunity.

Zaide and Fluffy can play together in kitty heaven, now. I hope they make lots of friends.

:tears2::cry4:






:sad:

I remember your little boy. You adopted his brother also right? :hug:

I am so distraught right now I can't remember 1/2 of my passwords to access other sites. I tell myself that I'm fine, and 10minutes later I'm tearing up again. I know Fluffy has her old friend Rufus at the bridge with her also. He is my parents dog, who was the same orangy red color as Fluffy. She used to curl up and sleep on his back when she was younger. I have so many memories, and my arms feel so empty with out her to hold. I walked around the house all day yesterday with a stuffed animal just so I had something to hold. My other cats, aren't much for being held.

 

[Flashy]

*sits with you* It will be hard, and the horrible part is it will be up and down and like some ghastly rollecoaster, so don't expect too much of yourself. Allow yourself to feel whatever you feel, and also allow yourself to seek support (in whatever form you feel you need).