i need support and advice...

[irishlops]

Luvr of Wabbits and Polar Bears wrote:

hugs Elena.

I'm sorry you are going through tough times. Hope your heart test goes well

well, they looked at the lines stuff, and said the heart beat was normal. but when it came to the area when i had the pain and attack, the heart speeded up and the lines were closer and more higher to gether
um.. i was resting, reading, sleeping, drawing.. ect when it happened.
the docter was puzzeled because i was having a slow steady heart beat. then with no exersise it speed up, and i had a pain...
so i just need to keep recording the eposides.

 

[fuzz16]

you need to tell someone...she may be put into an institute but if your truly worried for her life and that shes threatening it then its best for her.

 

[irishlops]

fuzz16 wrote:

you need to tell someone...she may be put into an institute but if your truly worried for her life and that shes threatening it then its best for her.

she is just starting her life. she is doing what she wants, cake decorating and selling homemade scones/cakes etc.
sometimes when she says it she is (pradon the pun) deadly seroius, but sometimes he is daydreaming and mumours about it

 

[Flashy]

Did you talk to Bradley's mum?

Also, being in a psych ward is the last option and only a last resort so try not to worry about that.

 

[irishlops]

Flashy wrote:

Did you talk to Bradley's mum?

Also, being in a psych ward is the last option and only a last resort so try not to worry about that.

nope. was not able to go outside yesterday either..
i could tell patrick today. (by phone)
i know its the last option, so i ignored it anyway.
(sorry bezzell)

 

[Flashy]

Any way you can tell somoene is good, be it phone, face to face, etc.

 

[irishlops]

Flashy wrote:

Any way you can tell somoene is good, be it phone, face to face, etc.

my phone is due a top up today, so i will have enough money like.
(im off looking about dyscalculia and dianois and being tested so i might not reply right away)

 

[fuzz16]

your fine, i have chronic depression and deal with it everyday, and was suicidal for a few years. i know how it is.

the only way she is going to deal with it is realizing that the problem is there, and then finding a way to deal with it. me started me harming myself, then turned into running and drawing to vent.

maybe you could talk to her about it and she could start seeing it from your view. tell her shes cared about...that helps a lot.

 

[irishlops]

she might not see my view and flip on me agian though.
she is not letting me have my phone, and im going away for 5 days with her to moville

 

[SunnyCait]

Elena, do you have grandparents? Especially your mom's parents?

If you speak to them/if they are living (I don't want to assume) then maybe you should tell them. They would want to know if their daughter were behaving this way.

Could you possibly go stay with your brother? Or your dad? I don't know how good of terms you are with him, but I'm sure if you tell him, he'd be able to take you home, unless your mom has sole custody or there is already a set visitation schedule. If he knows he can help maybe?

 

[irishlops]

SunnyCait wrote:

Elena, do you have grandparents? Especially your mom's parents?

If you speak to them/if they are living (I don't want to assume) then maybe you should tell them. They would want to know if their daughter were behaving this way.

Could you possibly go stay with your brother? Or your dad? I don't know how good of terms you are with him, but I'm sure if you tell him, he'd be able to take you home, unless your mom has sole custody or there is already a set visitation schedule. If he knows he can help maybe?

sorry, they are both dead. the dad when my mum was.. 16? and my mums mother when i was like 1 month old maybe time space... so i cant really ask them.
there is no set visitaion thingy. but im not on good terms with him. he does not know me, and does not wnat to. working early finishing late, and rarely talks to me or my brothers. i dont even have a weak bond with him. so no.
im on good terms with patrick, so i could. but mum and patrick just forgave each other for an incident that happened a year ago... i ahve not seen him in year except 2- 3 days ago when they for gave each other. i dont want to start a rif between them again.

*******important*********
im going to a place in moville day, as i have said before, but the date is set today. i will be away till roughly saturday or sunday. i wriggle, or more so broke my friends fionas finger in to coming up to teh hoilday home in moveille. its my mum friends house.
fiona is only staying 3 days, then going home, so say a prayer about day 4.. my said she wants to talk to me.
im not sure the place has internet access, it might, but no laptop/computer. its really stuck in the middle of know where typically irish.
anyway, if me and fiona dander down to teh village/town we might find an internet cafe, so ill get on..
but seriously, say a prayer on about day 4