:bunny5 I am so sorry for your loss, I know whatyou are going thru. I have lost a few best friends, but my last horsehit me the hardest. One of the girls at the barn gave me this poem andit helped me get thru it; I hope it does the same for you. I have alsoincluded a website I found when searching for the poem for you, maybeit will help.
http://www.pet-loss.net/
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you wake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there, I did not die.
Mary Frye
As always you also have your friends at RO to talk to.