ok so it is Saturday and she is home!!!!!!!!!!!! that is the good news, i am so glad to have her home. the bad news is that her blood work came back and it is NOT good, her kidney values did not go back down after two days of IV fluid which means that maintaining this is only going to be short lived. I asked the vet if she is in pain, and she said if you ask momst patients that are getting kidney dialasis they will tell you that it doesnt hurt but they are just nauseaus . She came home with some special food and so far she only ate the dry food and really doesnt like the wet food, which i have to say isnt very appetizing looking,lol. So that is ok if s he only eats the dry as long as she is eating i am ok with it. I got online and was looking around at things that are going to be ok for her to eat, and of course meat is not really ok for her to eat but i will try other things to add to her food if she stops eating. She has her phenobarb she has to take two times a day, and her antibiotic that she has to take two times a day till it is finished, and this oral medicine that she has to take three times a day, pluse she eats several times a day , but that is ok as long as i have her here i will do it for her. I am so glad to have her back for now but worry that we wont have much time together, so i have her back on borrowed time and i will love her.
I have come to terms, as much as you can, with the fact that i am going to have to do it soemday and what my overall important thing that i want and i dont want, and i hope that when it gets to that , that i will be able to be strong enough to let go. THANK YOU,THANK YOU, THANK YOU, for everyone who sat here and read what i had to say, and where there with your supportive prayers, well wishes, thoughts and virtual hugs, for the open pm boxes offered to me it means the world to me to have people who "understand", it is impossible to talk to someone who doesnt understand the love for a pet like you guys here do. The fact that i spent what i spent would make others tell me i am crazy but you all understand. I have to thank my mom most of all because she has fronted me the money till i get my income tax check other wise i would not have had the funds to get her the help that she needed.
I have come to the realization that the next time i get into owning any animal i am getting insurance on them or i will have money stocked away and to be able to financially stock money away for when things like this happen. I will be getting insurance on the rabbits come the new year so they will be covered, and i will put some money away for my other animals to have incase of an emergency.
depending on how she is doing tommorrow i might go and see her.
