Sounds stupid, but this song once saved my life (I was busy dying in a car, and then I got myself to hospitalafter it had finished playing on the radio)
Maybe it might help you too Michelle, give you some hope, some energy to fight, some something. You aren't alone, and if you keep fighting things will eventually improve and you will be 'ok'. You're in a wretched place, but that can change, you never know what is just around the corner to help you shine a light down your dark tunnel.
[align=center]MCFLY LYRICS
I'll Be OK
When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
Cos' for so long now
You've forgotten how to smile.
And overhead the skies are clear
But it still seems to rain on you,
And your only friend all have
Better things to do.
[CHORUS:]
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Now things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lovers gone
There's no-one to share the day
Your sleeping with the TV on
And your lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world
Could never help me to forget
[CHORUS:]
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,
Oh just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone
Just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Won't you tell yourself
[CHORUS:]
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
I, I'll be OK
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