Becca, we all make mistakes ok? Every single person. We make mistakes that were implusive, but also planned mistakes. It is not actually the mistakes that are important, in a way, but the outcome after.
You impulsive mistake was your lying, but, like I've told you a good few times, you can come back from that. Respect can be regained, no, not instantly, but the more work you put in, the quicker it will be. Often, a good way to do that is to not talk about yourself (because that might make people inclined to question or doubt whether its true), but to try to help others.
You made a planned mistake, and yes, it was stupid, but it's over and done with now. I thoroughly believe you have learnt from this, probably moreso than others will believe, because I heard you, I heard how panicked and scared you and your family were, I heard the scenario unfold, and I believe that you have learnt so much from this. I personally think what we learn from mistakes makes us a better rabbit owner, and I think that's what you will become
You made errors, yes, but who hasn't. We have all done it, and its how you move forward from it that is the important thing.
