Oh no...I just went to your blog a few moments ago and when I saw your last post, was in shock. I'm so sorry that you lost William. It hurts so terribly to lose them, especially when it wasn't expected; and many times I expressed the same thing as you...that putting one's heart into loving an animal, only to lose them all too soon, is just too painful, and I would vow to never have another. But time does help with the pain, and you will find that throughout your life there will be those who are drawn to you, either because they are in need, or perhaps you are in need and they come to help you...or both.
As I sit here typing this I had the oddest sense that William knew he had to leave, and he guided you to Lottie, as he knew you would need her, just as she needed a loving home. I believe she was his gift to you for loving him so deeply.
Binkie free, William...you'll have some pretty neat friends over there at the Bridge, all waiting to play and laze in the sun and munch on the tall, cool grass...
(((Hugs))) to you, pinksalamander...:hug2: