hi, i'm so sorry for your loss. I felt like i had to write because once you messaged me about my beautiful lop Bugsy, they could've been brothers, they were so much alike. But, i lost bugsy too. he died on the2nd of may and it broke my heart. i never knew it would feel like that just so empty. my kids handled it better than me, and your words rang so true to me about crying late at night or in the car or sitting at the computer, where bugsy was always waiting for a cuddle, always having a lump in my throat. He died within a week of me realising he was sick.the photo with bobby-jo was taken 4 days before he died.he went downhill on friday and was moody and picky with his food, so i did all the usual, and he seemed fine, but by sunday he wasn't eating at all and no droppings. monday morning i took him to the vet, by this time he was wet from not lifting his bottom up to wee. The vet was great but said he had heart problems. i didn't think he'd pull through but we gave him the medication and made sure he was getting water, and bought pureed baby food, anything as long as he'd eat, but he didn't want it, bless him......i knew it was time. so with the kids at school, we went again to the vets and i told her i thought it was cruel to keep him alive anymore, we'd done all we could, he was saturated with wee at this stage and freezing, i kept giving him bum baths(KIDS CHOICE OF WORDS!!!)but he had no energy so he never dried. it was the hardest thing i've ever done for an animal.....
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But time is a great healer and now i find comfort in reading all the rabbit tales again. i couldn't replace bugsy,he was our first rabbit and it seems unfair to his memory to replace him. We've still got bobby-jo and have homed another little stray kitten too.but bugsy will always have a special place in my heart, just likepeanut has in yours
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thank you all for all the advice you gave me over the three years, if ever in doubt i would alwayslog on and read how others dealt with the problem. and without this site i'd never have known the joys of having a house rabbitand how affectionate they can be.
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i hope your pain eases a little more each day xxx