annabelle00
Well-Known Member
My sweetest baby Caramello bun bun passed yesterday. He had an infection that was left over from a flystrike infection in March. I had been putting ACV in their water as a health tonic and 2 days after I took it out from his water it took his life. He was being treated for muscle atrophy after a pelvic fracture and I taught his inflammation had gone down but it didn't ;_; Its so unbearable to think that he was in pain all this time and all I did was tell him was keep moving. While he was always finding ways to bug me and tell me something was wrong with him....I feel so horrible that I could not understand him when he could understand me.
I used to give him lavender and willow for pain but it did not take away his infection.
My baby I'm so sorry I was so thoughtless and careless, I should have saved up more to help you. You looked to me for help and all I didn't do enough.
My baby even in your last moment you tried to do what I told you but I barely did a thing. You were too sweet and young to die, I have sooo many nose rubs left for you. All I can do now is want you back and hope you are happy if there is an afterlife...I hope there is and you are the happiest you ever be.
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I used to give him lavender and willow for pain but it did not take away his infection.
My baby I'm so sorry I was so thoughtless and careless, I should have saved up more to help you. You looked to me for help and all I didn't do enough.
My baby even in your last moment you tried to do what I told you but I barely did a thing. You were too sweet and young to die, I have sooo many nose rubs left for you. All I can do now is want you back and hope you are happy if there is an afterlife...I hope there is and you are the happiest you ever be.
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