I am here! Logged on to finally read about my little boy.
Thank you for all your kind words.
My belief is that he is very happy, is watching over me and is with Rusty, Lila and Jane.
I could not decide on burial or cremation and finally settled on burial, in my garden. I am making him a plaque and will buy a beautiful flowering tree in memory of my beloved little friend.
I miss him so much and cannot believe that he never got to come home.
Sometimes I wonder why BK was just so different from any other pet I have ever owned.
Its because I loved him so much and he loved me back.
I love you BK. Please take care of me and never forget me.
It will take me a while but soon I will post up a poem I have written for him and all the pictures I have of him.
He went peacefully, my partner wrote that he had had a heart attack. Well he was well meaning but he meant that BK was tired and had come to a point when his system was ready to let go. He went suddenly and without pain.
One minute toddling around happily and the next laying down and sleeping.
A brave attempt was made to resusitate him but my little Blue had already told me..."Mum let me go".
I am so heart broken that I feel I will never recover but time will try heal what it can and the memory of BK will at first sting too bad to really talk about and then it will fade until all I know is peace. This will take years and years.
Oh BK, you silly old little man, I miss your nudges and your little grunts and your once huge appetite for life. You followed me around like a puppy and you hopped into my bed at night. I miss you so much that my heart just feels really broken.
Please forgive anything Mummy did to hurt you. If only I had known you would leave me so soon, I would have held you all day and all night.
Bye Baby, Be good and never leave me again.
In spirit and in love, I know you are with me.
Mum :rose: