I don't feel I'm either hated, nor particuarly liked. I've slipped into the background on a relatively large forum, up to the point where people notice me but don't pay as much attention. I've been away from this forum for months at a time, and never has anyone wondered what happened to me, though whenever I post a thread I get answered with polite and knowledgable responses. I feel I may only have one or two people that I could call even casual friends. I feel that mostly anything I do will go unnoticed, though people will reply and say they care, simply because they can relate to the situation, not to myself.
Ah well. I guess I am in a bit of a gloomy mood today. That's what my parents get for not letting me go horse riding.
Rachel.