Last night at the gym was great
I never thought I would ever be the kind of person that enjoyed going to the gym, it's strange. I'm not really loosing weight, but I am becoming stronger so it's going in the right direction. Yesterday I scheduled my first diabetes education session at the hospital. I want to make sure I know what I should know so I'm making good decisions. I also scheduled a bariatric surgery information session. I think going through Joshua's friend is just going to take too long. I want this done before my insurance changes in January. Hopefully I can push it through that fast.
I'm starting to think about all the things I could do if I were thinner. I would so love to travel more and do more nature hiking. Now it is so hard because everything hurts and I get tired so easily. I may be able to encorperate the hiking soon, but travel is just too hard. I HATE asking for a seat belt extender when I fly. It's just so humiliating. I also very much dislike being stuck like a saussage next to a stranger.
When I hit my goal weight I'm going to the Gallapigos. I have wanted to see it all my life. I hope Joshua looses enough to come with me as well, but I will go by myself if I have to. Some times I wonder if he sabbatoges my food choices. He eats so terribly and loves to eat out. He just doesn't understand why I have to eat certain things at certain times. I'm hoping he will go to my diabetes classes with me so he can understand a bit better. He should be eating this way too, but that is impossible. Even when he was taking the diabetes medicine he wasn't eating properly. He evntually lost 100 pounds and didn't have to take it any more. Unfortunately he has gained it all back. I wonder if he's afraid of me making these choices and leaving him behind? I hope he decides to get the procedure as well so we can go on this adventure together. It will have to be his choice either way.
Sorry, lots of rambling and nothing to do with bunnies.
Oh, Becky was a naughty girl this morning. She is clearly feeling better. I had to scoot her out from under the dresser for her medicine. She thumped me and tried to hide behind the hay box. I gave her the antibiotic and she took it well but thumped me again when I put her down. My little girl is getting more feisty and the eyes are drying up so I'm optimistic that she will be able to stop when we go for her check up next week.
I'm also going to have the vet look over Indy just to be sure. My confidence in our old vet has been so shaken by this experience. They were so highly recommended but couldn't clear the infection. This vet is clearing it up with nothing invasive and the first approach. Plus her fees are half the price, so I'm moving all the animals over to her practice. I was not impressed with the old vet at our last turtle check up either. Rather than discussing feeding and housing with me she gave me a hand out to read. Just seems odd. I was already doing everything in the hand out, but makes me wonder what the check up really included other than a check on their toe nails and beaks, which I do at home. It's so challenging to find a good exotic vet.