Well today has been a much better day for me. I stillmiss Spice more than anything, but I am starting to feel back to myself again. I think I've finally come to terms that he is gone for good, which is still hard, but I know he had a good life and he is now binkying happily in heaven.
So I've turned my attention to Reese. She is doing fine, but she is definitely lonely. So today I stopped by the humane society on the way home from school. I didn't come home with anything but there was thislittle REW buckthat istugging at my heart strings. I haven't made any decisions yet and because he is a REW and I know they get overlooked a lot soI am taking my time to decide if this is what I really want right now. I really want Reese to have a companion butthe biggest thing holding me back is the buck was quite young. My guess is about 6 months old and I promised myself no babies, but the older rabbits just were not the right match for me at all.
I half feel bad for considering another so soon but I feel oddly relieved every time I start looking at other bunnies. I feel like even though I lost Spice, I now have room to take on another needy bunny that can have a good life with me.
We'll see, I have to take another visit I think.
One major thing I have to take into consideration right now is that I got my official job notice. I will be moving 4.5 hours away in January (until end of April) and they provide housing so the bunnies can't come andwill be living in the garage under my parents care. I want to make things easier so I seriously need to take into consideration the time Reese will need if she stays single or if I can't bond her to the other pair.
Am I a horrible person to think about another one so soon?...
I'm kind of torn on if I am doing the right thing right now, which is why I am taking a step back and didn't bring the little REW guy home with me today.