Seether-Breakdown

[GoinBackToCali]

If your a friend of mine, then you know music is a big part ofmy life.

There's usually a song for everything, something that speaks to my soul. Seether has a song, that has applied to events/people in the past that have recently resurfaced in my personal life, as well as this same song applies to a person who has constantly interfered in my relationship with my husband.

Recently, this person even went so far as to blame my husband for our stalker issues. Our stalker manages to find out things she shouldn't know. It caused alot of fear in our lives, the truth of the matter is, Blake's accident is a direct result of an argument caused over this person, and Blake got mad and stormed off.

This person is constantly breaking down my husband, cutting him down, in much the same way other people have cut me down in the past, and I have to go to events and face these people, and just smile and be civil. It's hard sometimes..to put on that face..

This song spoke to me..and even though it's not everyone's cup of tea. Maybe it speaks to other people facing the same sort of troubles...

Here's the Lyrics-

Seether-Breakdown

[align=left]The sun is gone and the flowers rot
Words are spaces between us
And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of took and lost
And I should've been down when you made me insecure

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'Cause I'm so much more than meets the eye

And I'm the one you can never trust
'Cause wounds are ways to reveal us
And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us
But what a waste of my time when the world we have is yours

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'Cause I'm so much more than all your lies

Hate me, break me down
So break me down
So break me down
So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'Cause I'm so much more than meets the eye[/align]
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[align=left]And the video/song.[/align]
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[TinysMom]

Zin - so often in your life - it reminds me of the say "that which doesn't kill me...makes me stronger..."

I know you've gone through a lot this last year - between Jarred's death - the divorce - cancer - adjusting to Rusty and a new marriage - the stalker - etc. etc. etc.

But I've seen you come through each thing stronger...frequently more 'in tune' with yourself (even if it may seem semi-feral at first...:biggrin2.

I can't help but feel like you're one of the strongest people I know - and that is a compliment.

I think its great that you're able to be open and honest and share about this - to help others and strengthen them too...

...and I guess I just had to say that here - because I know over the last year - as I've seen you go through so much...its encouraged me to be a stronger person too.

The song is interesting...I don't always share your taste in music - but I love how music so often helps you make decisions and face life in general!