Only a loser does this

[Flashy]

I'm realy sorry, and this is pathetic, but hey ho.

I don't particularly have anyone that I can talk any of this through with right now. Some stuff is going on for me right now, and what I need to do is work out whether what I think is going on is what is going on and also what is best to do now.

I was just wondering if anyone might be willing/able to talk with me about it?

I need to talk to someone who is prepared for lots of very honest truths (and not pretty ones), and also who is non judgemental about what they will hear (or read) and also be willing to give feedback.

It's very complex and not something that young eyes should see and know about, which is why I can't post here.

Just, if anyone would be happy to be bored by me would you please mind PMing me?

I have to go out in a few mins to collect something for the RSPCA, but I'll be back later. I don't need someone to talk to like immediately, I need someone to help me organise and sort out my thoughts. I think I have until Tuesday to do that so no one has to 'jump' or anything like that.

Thank you so much for reading this

 

[Brandy456]

I'll listen to you =) , and talk with you if you like. We've talked before but I can't seem to find you on my MSN list anymore... hmm.

 

[Becca]

PM'd you... I didn't see the 'young eyes' bit sorry lol. But we can still talk about other things if you like?

 

[Flashy]

Can I please just thank the kindness that it took for all those who PMed me to PM me. Thank you to you all.

x

 

[Amy27]

I sent you a PM.

 

[MyLOVEABLES!!]

Hey I really don't mind talking bout it if you want to. I'm totally open. Honestly, PM me, i'd be so happy to help.

- prisca

 

[irishlops]

i would too.
i am known for non judgemental posts.. lol
oops, it says young eyes.. oh well.
i hope it works out well, and that you feel better,
elena

 

[Flashy]

Thank you all so much for your kindness I felt very popular this morning because I had more PMs than ever before. It was appreciated so much, so thank you.

On a side note, Prisca, I keep forgetting to tell you, but I had a really random dream the other night about Toula and Lou. How random is that!

 

[pinksalamander]

You're welcome to PM me. Nothing shocks me anymore, I have friends who have told me almost everything so I'm kinda immune! x

 

[irishlops]

you can to me aswell.
but as you said, not for yonger eyes.
but i know every thing an adult knows.
(ment in a i dont know every thing but i know things a 10yr old doent....lol)
pm me about any thing, we are all here for you

 

[jcl_24]

Hi Tracey,
I gather you've been offered many figuarative ears by members here alreadywhich is lovely . If you'd likeanother tho, my inbox is open any time.

Jo xx

 

[Brandy456]

Tracey how are you doing now, you havenn't PM'd me back.

 

[Flashy]

Thanks for asking Brandy. I didn't realise I hadn't PMed you back, sorry, I thought I had PMed everyone back. If I missed anyone else, I'm really sorry.

I got some excellent advice, support and questions from some wonderful people. The problem is now sorted.

the issue was all surrounding therapy and it was not something that could be posted publicly, for a variety of reasons, however, the long and the short of it is that I have now quit therapy.

I did take on board everyone's advice and did read it all through so much, and I'm sorry for letting you all down. But thank you all for taking the time to PM me and talk to me (and also thank you to anyone who did PM but I didn't talk to, for whatever reason), it really was appreciated, more than you'll know.

I'm sorry.