Happy coming birthday, Jo... Will wish you a better wish on Monday!
I know kinda what you mean. I wonder if I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing with my life, or if my life will be wasted... Depressing, huh?
But, its important to go back through and think of all the things that you have accomplished, all the nice things you've done. Why not make a list, and keep adding to it as you achieve successes big and small?
ETA: some ppl make lists of the goals they want to achieve in the next 5,10,20 years, and use as a promise to themselves to achieve what they want to achieve.
(I need some cooler goals than learning how to be a proper cook, tho )
If it's any consolation, I would never guess from your posts (because that's obviously a great way of telling lol) that you were 30!! You post not a day older than.... (an age that's younger than 30, but not to make it sound like you're immature..... stop digging Jen!!)