katt
Well-Known Member
well, another day in 'paradise'.
i just had to rant, and to say hi, i am alive, just not online much right now.
so i had a second trip to the er. had another whopper of a panic attack, and in the end had to get ativan givin to me by way of IV (and did that make me a little loopy, let me tell you).
anyway, for the past 8 or 9 weeks i haven't been able to make it thru an entire 40 hour week without going home or going to the er at least once.
so, on the advice of my managers, friends, family, therapist, and doctor. . . i am on a "at least" 4 week medical leave. in an attempt to figure my life out.
during those 4 weeks my roommate and i are breaking our lease, packing all our stuff up, and moving (the both of us) to my parent's house, jessica (my roommate) can't afford to live alone, doesn't want to live with anyone else but myself, and refuses to move back in with her family (there is a long story of her crazy mother, i wouldn't want to live with that either). my parents have a seperate "house" thing on the property. it really is a large room with a bathroom and a sauna, it is commonly called the "sauna house" jess, winnie, and i will be sharing that while the boy bunnies get a room in my parents actual house.
all this in an attempt to make katie better.
so, i don't know how much i will be on, either not a lot cause i have filled my time with packing and therapy and doctor visits, or a ton cause i can't find anything to do on the 4 weeks i am off.
but i wanted to post something just incase i am not on, i didn't really want to post to the main forum cause this has a lot of personal stuff. . .wish me well!
i just had to rant, and to say hi, i am alive, just not online much right now.
so i had a second trip to the er. had another whopper of a panic attack, and in the end had to get ativan givin to me by way of IV (and did that make me a little loopy, let me tell you).
anyway, for the past 8 or 9 weeks i haven't been able to make it thru an entire 40 hour week without going home or going to the er at least once.
so, on the advice of my managers, friends, family, therapist, and doctor. . . i am on a "at least" 4 week medical leave. in an attempt to figure my life out.
during those 4 weeks my roommate and i are breaking our lease, packing all our stuff up, and moving (the both of us) to my parent's house, jessica (my roommate) can't afford to live alone, doesn't want to live with anyone else but myself, and refuses to move back in with her family (there is a long story of her crazy mother, i wouldn't want to live with that either). my parents have a seperate "house" thing on the property. it really is a large room with a bathroom and a sauna, it is commonly called the "sauna house" jess, winnie, and i will be sharing that while the boy bunnies get a room in my parents actual house.
all this in an attempt to make katie better.
so, i don't know how much i will be on, either not a lot cause i have filled my time with packing and therapy and doctor visits, or a ton cause i can't find anything to do on the 4 weeks i am off.
but i wanted to post something just incase i am not on, i didn't really want to post to the main forum cause this has a lot of personal stuff. . .wish me well!
