maherwoman
Well-Known Member
Hey guys...
We have so many things going on over here, and I thought I would ask for your prayers/good vibes/positive thoughts, etc.
1. Got something huge going on physically. Monday afternoon, I had two hours of pain intense enough that I had to lay down and ask for Em's help, even to put the blanket on me. I couldn't move...it was just too painful. Worse than the time I had an ovarian cyst burst. I thought maybe it would've been that I had TWO burst, but I'm not so sure, since I'm still having rather intense residual pain from it. Last night, I worked through it and fed the buns, and made sure to spend lots of time with each...but I was almost crying by the end of it, because the pain had built so much.
2. Danny's grandpa on his stepdad's died a few days ago. He was so loved by so many and was 91 when he passed. A wonderful, amazing, Japanese man that was just a gem of a person. The funeral will be on the 13th, the day before their anniversary. Please pray for his stepfamily as well...this is a huge blow to them.
3. I've got so much emotion going on from all the losses I've experienced lately...I'm finding it difficult to function, with that and the physical pain I'm experiencing. I find myself almost constantly on the brink of tears lately...it's so difficult a time. It's only been three and a half months since Drew passed, and her brothers even more recently, and I know I don't talk about it much...but I'm still suffering quite a lot from missing them.
4. My family (on my mother's side) is having a gathering for my grandma's 80th birthday on the 23rd. This is always hard for me, as my mother will be there, and I'll be a wreck in the couple weeks until then. I know I have a thread on here somewhere about my mom. Needless to say, it'll be really hard on me. We're going to have a friend and his wife watch Em while we drive over for this party, because Em doesn't need this on her plate...I plan on keeping that whole thing from ever entering her life again.
5. We're still trying to move, finances aren't fantastic lately, business is slow, etc. Please pray that things pick up, so we can move and bring our Harley home...it's starting to make me feel nutty not having him home...
Just keep us in your prayers. There's so much going on...I find myself just not here very often, because my head is swimming with so much happening, and so many emotions. My apologies to friends that aren't hearing from me...when I feel like I don't have anything positive to say, or happy/positive emotions or stories, I just kinda keep to myself, as my main interest is in cheering other people up, not bringing them down.
Don't worry...I'm doing okay, for the most part. It's just rough, and I find myself unable to figure out exactly how to heal from losing my bunnies...it just doesn't seem to be something that's lessening. That's really hard for me, because I'm one to work through pain, whether emotional or physical...and I'm having so much pain in both ways, it's so hard to function in general.
Hugs to everyone...and my apologies for being so down, and not having much positive to report,
Rosie*
We have so many things going on over here, and I thought I would ask for your prayers/good vibes/positive thoughts, etc.
1. Got something huge going on physically. Monday afternoon, I had two hours of pain intense enough that I had to lay down and ask for Em's help, even to put the blanket on me. I couldn't move...it was just too painful. Worse than the time I had an ovarian cyst burst. I thought maybe it would've been that I had TWO burst, but I'm not so sure, since I'm still having rather intense residual pain from it. Last night, I worked through it and fed the buns, and made sure to spend lots of time with each...but I was almost crying by the end of it, because the pain had built so much.
2. Danny's grandpa on his stepdad's died a few days ago. He was so loved by so many and was 91 when he passed. A wonderful, amazing, Japanese man that was just a gem of a person. The funeral will be on the 13th, the day before their anniversary. Please pray for his stepfamily as well...this is a huge blow to them.
3. I've got so much emotion going on from all the losses I've experienced lately...I'm finding it difficult to function, with that and the physical pain I'm experiencing. I find myself almost constantly on the brink of tears lately...it's so difficult a time. It's only been three and a half months since Drew passed, and her brothers even more recently, and I know I don't talk about it much...but I'm still suffering quite a lot from missing them.
4. My family (on my mother's side) is having a gathering for my grandma's 80th birthday on the 23rd. This is always hard for me, as my mother will be there, and I'll be a wreck in the couple weeks until then. I know I have a thread on here somewhere about my mom. Needless to say, it'll be really hard on me. We're going to have a friend and his wife watch Em while we drive over for this party, because Em doesn't need this on her plate...I plan on keeping that whole thing from ever entering her life again.
5. We're still trying to move, finances aren't fantastic lately, business is slow, etc. Please pray that things pick up, so we can move and bring our Harley home...it's starting to make me feel nutty not having him home...
Just keep us in your prayers. There's so much going on...I find myself just not here very often, because my head is swimming with so much happening, and so many emotions. My apologies to friends that aren't hearing from me...when I feel like I don't have anything positive to say, or happy/positive emotions or stories, I just kinda keep to myself, as my main interest is in cheering other people up, not bringing them down.
Don't worry...I'm doing okay, for the most part. It's just rough, and I find myself unable to figure out exactly how to heal from losing my bunnies...it just doesn't seem to be something that's lessening. That's really hard for me, because I'm one to work through pain, whether emotional or physical...and I'm having so much pain in both ways, it's so hard to function in general.
Hugs to everyone...and my apologies for being so down, and not having much positive to report,
Rosie*
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