mouse_chalk
Well-Known Member
Ok, I have to admit, I am the biggest wuss, I can't watch anything vaguely scary/gory/intense on TV before I scare myself stupid... Its so bad that I get scared of getting up and going to bed sometimes... :?
So, earlier tonight, about an hour ago, Steve got in a complete strop, and was really rude to me, for no apparent reason. He stormed up to bed, and I thought 'good riddance', and set about finding something to watch on TV. I ended up finding a documentary about Lisa Left-Eye Lopes, who was in TLC, and died a few years ago? Anyone remember that? Anyway, I wasn't a massive fan or anything but I kinda got sucked in.
Now this is where I sound silly because I've scared myself! At the end, there was footage of a documentary she was making that showed the car crash, which is when she died. It's horrible, and quite shocking to watch, but not scary, right? Anyway, I'm now too scared to go to bed. I'm ridiculous, if I go to bed on my own, I always run up the stairs really fast, looking behind me the whole way, that's without watching anything that has 'spooked' me! I'm doubly terrified because the living room window is open and I have to go and close it before I go to bed. I can't leave it open overnight with the bunnies in the room, there's potential that a fox or something could get in. I honestly couldn't say, watching that programme, what has started me off being scared. I mean, I'm in the house, I'm not going to be in a crash, if I go to bed.... it's just crazy! I also couldn't tell you what scares me so much about closing the window....
I could also never explain to you how I managed to live on my own for a whole year. Lets just say it involved a very precise process of closing all the doors behind me one by one, keeping my bedroom blinds down pretty much 24/7, and NEVER ever getting up after I had gone to bed, no matter how much I needed the bathroom :?:?:?
This all sounds completely RIDICULOUS reading it back! I am a grown woman, of 24 years of age, and here I am, too scared to go to bed!! I know it all sounds completely crazy, and I can't even believe I'm about to post this! I must sound like a complete nutter.
I need to do something about my fear of being scared lol.... :?
Sorry for anyone who has had the misfortune to read this.... :embarrassed:
*Edit: put not instead of now!
So, earlier tonight, about an hour ago, Steve got in a complete strop, and was really rude to me, for no apparent reason. He stormed up to bed, and I thought 'good riddance', and set about finding something to watch on TV. I ended up finding a documentary about Lisa Left-Eye Lopes, who was in TLC, and died a few years ago? Anyone remember that? Anyway, I wasn't a massive fan or anything but I kinda got sucked in.
Now this is where I sound silly because I've scared myself! At the end, there was footage of a documentary she was making that showed the car crash, which is when she died. It's horrible, and quite shocking to watch, but not scary, right? Anyway, I'm now too scared to go to bed. I'm ridiculous, if I go to bed on my own, I always run up the stairs really fast, looking behind me the whole way, that's without watching anything that has 'spooked' me! I'm doubly terrified because the living room window is open and I have to go and close it before I go to bed. I can't leave it open overnight with the bunnies in the room, there's potential that a fox or something could get in. I honestly couldn't say, watching that programme, what has started me off being scared. I mean, I'm in the house, I'm not going to be in a crash, if I go to bed.... it's just crazy! I also couldn't tell you what scares me so much about closing the window....
I could also never explain to you how I managed to live on my own for a whole year. Lets just say it involved a very precise process of closing all the doors behind me one by one, keeping my bedroom blinds down pretty much 24/7, and NEVER ever getting up after I had gone to bed, no matter how much I needed the bathroom :?:?:?
This all sounds completely RIDICULOUS reading it back! I am a grown woman, of 24 years of age, and here I am, too scared to go to bed!! I know it all sounds completely crazy, and I can't even believe I'm about to post this! I must sound like a complete nutter.
I need to do something about my fear of being scared lol.... :?
Sorry for anyone who has had the misfortune to read this.... :embarrassed:
*Edit: put not instead of now!