I am just blah

[JadeIcing]

I am feeling just so blah. I don't know why. I think part of it is the holidays. Last year we made such a HUGE deal about it for the animals and this year we will be missing Sam.

The animals are healthy. Ringo is doing ALOT better. Bonding has been going steady. The guinea pigs are becoming more outgoing. Galen is slowly coming around. He is now coming up when it is feeding time. Though he has many strikes against him for adoption. Does NOT like to be held, is very destructive. Though he is learning. Oh he will try to bite. Plus major happiness in my other two boys coming home soon.

Work is good. Lot more than I thought. Shoot I have to look at reports and what not. I am responsible for some major store scores. Things have to be set on time to retain high scores. I like it and I am good. Little annoying having to deal with store politics and people who care about their selves and their sections more than the the store at a whole.

My marriage is great. How can I ask for a better husband? He is so supportive in everything. Even a little dream I have that may or may not come true. No not telling. Nothing about it till I am sure.

I am so sad when I think about Sam. I miss her so much. As time goes by it is actually getting more painful. I can not count how many times I have at the slightest thing started crying. Most times to the point where I make myself throw up.

Despite it all the good I am just blah.

 

[naturestee]

:hug:

Can I recommend some sunlight? Maybe take the dogs to the park regularly.

Although I know how you feel. I've also been very blah, just can't get stuff done in the house or on the forum. And then I think about whether I should foster that blue dutch and I think of Sprite and get upset. She needs me but I don't know if I can handle another bunny yet, especially one that would only be temporary.

 

[JadeIcing]

Thanks. I am going to try and get out more with the dog. Maybe work on her clicker training outside.

Fostering can be good it can also be very hard. Atleast when I get down on the floor with Galen it distracts me a bit. I have to concentrate on him and not how I am feeling. He is a very shy guy, he doesn't understand people.

 

[Bo B Bunny]

I know the feeling but it's been going into the sad stage for the past couple of days.

I think partly I get sad over the losses people have here, but Bo has me worried.

He doesn't act sick and he sure hasn't lost weight! so that's good I guess.

Holidays always get to me. I have so much to do and no time to do it. My sleep issues are making it worse. *sigh*

Sunlight huh? maybe I need a trip to the bahamas!!! :biggrin2:

 

[pamnock]

I agree that the walk in the park and some fresh air will do you good! Exercise also boosts all your body's "happy chemicals" and you'll feel great after a jog around the park. Don't let the cool weather deter you - it's beautiful at this time of year.

I've been sick this week, but still made it out yesterday for some bike trail riding with my husband. We had a great time andthe fall scenery was beautiful

I'm going to try to get back on my running schedule this week now that I'm feeling a little better and try to melt some excess pounds off this fall.

Pam

 

[Pipp]

have I suggested Rhovane before? short acting sleeping pill? great for people who hate sleeping pills. works. no hangover. (i'll only take a half of one, keeps me asleep for just a few hours).

s

 

[Bo B Bunny]

I'll check that out, PIPP.

pam - would you mind melting off a lot of my extra pounds while you're at it?

 

[Michaela]

Hugs Ali. :hug:

I'm Blah right now too.

 

[pamnock]

Bo B Bunny wrote:

pam - would you mind melting off a lot of my extra pounds while you're at it?

If I can get mine off, I'll start working on yours It's pretty sad when an 8 year old can smoke my butt on the bike trails.

Matthew took me on quite a mountain biking adventure in the woods yesterday. Lots of obstacles and carrying my bike through tough terrain. (I thought for certain that we were lost) - but got some good exercise!



Pam

 

[JadeIcing]

Alittle better! Next week will keep me busy. I am looking at 40 hrs and 30mins of set work. Not counting staying late and so on. Next Friday I have a 10hrs!!!!!:shock: