Crappy day

[Brandy456]

So i was supposed to get up at 9, my alarm on my cell defaulted and didnt ring, thus me getting up at 11.

Well, i'm off to my friends grampa's funeral.

:cry2

I was pretty close to him because both my grampa's passed before i was born..

listening to bye bye - mariah carey ( not a good song for this -.- )

And if you know me, you'd know i'm a wreck, and super emotional.. I cry when I see homeless people... :cry2

=/ got my waterproof mascara !

 

[Flashy]

*cuddles you*

I'm sorry its been such a rubbish day.

Maybe try and do something really nice for yourself for the rest of the day.

 

[kirsterz09]

aaawww will be thinking of you :hug2:

 

[Amy27]

I am sorry you are having a rough day. I will be thinking about you.

 

[Brandy456]

I got home, midnight last night -.-

Because we went to the second wake, (7-9) and then back to her friends (Pop's Daughter) house.
I felt SOO dizzy yesterday. I was in the 'salon' and talking to my friends boyfriend and he's like 'are you okay...'
I had to leave the room and go outside.. didn't want to make a scene if anything happend, but he came outside with me, and my mom came after.. aha they took turns (i just realized) to watch me. Even sitting I felt like I was spinning.. ugh.
Then I went back in, and had to leave, again. Surely don't want to be sick in there, aha.
And then went back outside... =)

But today is the church thing, and the burial.
I'm taking advil before we go (i feel fine now, but juuuust incase... I hate being the center of attention)

=(

 

[Brandy456]

Just got back, darrrrnnn that was hard.



At the funeral service, at the church, I was sitting with My moms friends granddaughter(whos 5) because her mom had to go up and talk and was having a really hard time. Whrn we all walked out of the church, after the casket.. the bells rang (on the church) andshe looks and is like ' Whats the bells for' and i'm like " it's the angels telling you he's gone to heaven, and he's okay " and I looked around and everyone near me just stared at me and bursted out crying and i'm like 'oh crap' =/

Then, in the middle of the service, shes like 'I neeeed to peee', so itook her.. well the bathroom was at the FRONT of the church, we had to walk by a preist giving a prayer and her about to cry she had to pee soo bad. Then we came out, while people were praying and all eyes were on us, I was like..h34r2

Then when we explained it to her, she started crying... and I started crying seeing her cry, then my friends boyfriend started crying seeing the two of us crying, it was a big snowballing mess.

she was really well behaved though, but no one explained to her what was happening.She asked me'wheres pop' and I said'hes in the casket hun' andsaid 'but he can't breath there, is he alive!?' So me, i'm all like :lookaround

Then she saw a statue of Jesus andyelled (in the service)'I SAW HIM THE OTHER DAY' , because her andI went for a walk and there was a guy who walked by that looked like jesus and I said 'jesus!'(low enough)and she thought that was him.. litterally

This morning, I go to put on my shoes and they were loose, like I could wear them but they slipped a bit. I wore them anyways and braught flats with me. Anyways, my feet were sooo swollen from all the walking, and everything that right now, they fit PERFECT.

 

[NorthernAutumn]

Aww, Brandy... You did an awesome job with the little girl.
I started tearing up with your bell explanation *sniff*.
That's a beautiful way to say it.

I'm so sorry that no one explained what was happening beforehand to the little gal... Such a hard thing to understand, and especially hard when she's learning it at that moment

I giggled at her Jesus remark She's right!

Give yourself a pat on the back... you did a great job.

 

[Brandy456]

Thanks =)
I try

She's my minime =)

 

[irishlops]

awh, your in my thoughs aswell.
i think you did a great job with the girl aaswell!