BABY BLOG

[pOker]

this is MY baby blog and i would love for other moms to come join me.



my sister passed away at age 20. we did not have family so she left her baby with me when he was only 2 months old. he is now 16 months old and the love of my life. I am 16 and pregnant. i know it sounds wrong but it was a rough patch in my life with the partying and being immature. and now im stuck with the consequences. i know i can make it through, ive been taking care of a baby for awhile already. please dont judge me.

anywayss, heres the "family"

they are in no particular order by thee wayyy

 

[pOker]

sorry the pics are largeeee

 

[RexLovables]

He looks like you, weird.
And you are VERY pretty btw

 

[pOker]

thanksss Rex.. :highfive:

 

[Platypusstar]

I had a daughter, December 21st 2008 at 1:05 pm. It was the best day and the worst day of my life. I chose to put her up for open adoption to better her life. I miss her everyday, I gave the best people in the world my own life. I love them to death. And if it wasnt for them I probably wouldn't be here today. I just didnt want my daughter to suffer while i struggled to support her. Her father left me at 3 months pregnant and I realized i wasnt going to be able to do it all by myself. so i did what i believe what was right.

@___@ i told you i liked to show her off lol

 

[pOker]

ohh my goddd, she is jsut so cute.. i guess i found my little Evan a new girlfriend..lol. she is just too dang cutee.

 

[RexLovables]

Aw!!!!

 

[Kohana]

Aw!! They are both so cute!! Do you get to see your daughter quite often still Platy?

 

[Luvmyzoocrew]

very cute babies!!!!!!!!!! Hannah i am ssssoooo sorry for the loss of your sister, and at such a young age she was. When are you due? t here is a pregnancy thread here w here everyone shares about their pregnancies you should stop by there.

Katrina your daughter is beautiful and how exciting that you have an open adoption and are able to still see her grow!!! And how great that you love the adoptive parents so much.

I want to adopt one day to !!!!!

 

[irishbunny]

Aww they are all beautiful!

 

[fuzz16]

Don't think I could handle an open adoption...it would be to hard for me knowing someone else was raising my daughter...

And I give you props for takin on your nephew and have a lot of respect for what you're going through.
I got pregnant at 18 by a guy I barely knew, he disappeared and left town when I was about 5 months maybe. Its been hard emotionally...I still struggle with wanting to be a kid sometimes and I still go hang out with friends and once a week do a bonfire kinda party out in the country with some close friends...drinkin hasnt been the same though. Having a kid makes you grow up a lot as you have probably noticed.

moms are stronger than anything in the world

 

[Platypusstar]

well i got to visit on the 11th of october, im planning on going down for her birthday =)

Luvmyzoocrew- On my end of the adoption experience its very complicated XD. being the birth mom and all, theres time when i would just wanna run away from everything and keep her. but then there was times where i would just break down and cry knowing i wouldnt be able to take care of her properly. I went through a place called Angel Adoption. http://www.angeladoptioninc.com/ theres a link to it. they would be able to explain things more then i could.

Fuzz - its very hard to think someone else is raising her, but the second visit with her (first visit was Feb. 3rd, Oct. 11th *my birthday* was the second visit) it gave me some closure. i saw how happy she was and how far shes gone as far as her already starting to walk at 8 months old and gobbling up food and getting that cute budda belly =3 i dont regret what i did. i gave her a life i could have never been able to provide for her.

 

[Luvmyzoocrew]

Katrina i would most likely go through foster to adopt, i did foster care before and will probably do it again after my guys get a little older. I just dont have the money to go through a traditonal adoption. Hannah i couldnt even imagine what it is like for you, but i am glad that you still get to be able to see pics and know things that are going on with her, although i am sure that isnt easy either.

 

[Platypusstar]

I GOT A BABY UPDATE FROM ROXY'S ADOPTIVE PARENTS!! lol

Roxy is now walking =D lol I'm excited about it, but sad I wasn't there to see it. Just thought I would share that XP

 

[Luvmyzoocrew]

oh great!!!!!!! hugs to you Katrina

 

[fuzz16]

Platypusstar wrote:

Fuzz - its very hard to think someone else is raising her, but the second visit with her (first visit was Feb. 3rd, Oct. 11th *my birthday* was the second visit) it gave me some closure. i saw how happy she was and how far shes gone as far as her already starting to walk at 8 months old and gobbling up food and getting that cute budda belly =3 i dont regret what i did. i gave her a life i could have never been able to provide for her.

ya thats one way to think about it...sometimes the situation calls for it though and some times the child is better off-druggie/abusive parents wise. in the end its whatever the mother thinks is best for her child and as long as the child is bein loved and cared for then theres nothing more to say about it